*hugs everone* my mum just had a go at me and told me that its too late and i can't bother him, looks like i'm stuck here then.

:( I'm sorry Nicole .*Hugs*

*Hugs Felicia* Well done on finishing that paper :)

*Hugs Louise* How are you tonight ?

*hugs mark* ahwell. The step brothers gone now, so it's just my sister to put up with again.

*Night time Hugs my wardies*
Take good care peoples :)

*night time hugs mark*
*night time hugs everybody else*
I think i'm gonna go off to bed now too, just to get away from everyone at home. Night all.

Night Nicole and Mark *hugs*

*Hugs Louise* Wie gehts? (how are you)

*Hugs Felicia* You have my full sympathies. Two hours later and only scraped the surface of work. Sociology is killing me.

*offers hugs and hot cocoa*

*curls up in the corner, thinking*

I want to give up :'(
Ugh. Fail.

*hugs everyone*

Nicole, glad you had snow at last :)
Mark, have fun at your parents.
Lia, yay for having fun & good marks.

Hey Laura. Penny for your thoughts?

*Hugs Helen tight* You're not allowed I'm afraid. What's the matter?

*Hugs Laura* What's on your mind?
*Hugs Lia* I've finally got a decent start on my Brit Lit paper. At least I have an interesting topic: witchcraft, The Duchess of Malfi, and the fear of the unknown :). Finals can come, kiss my ass, and go for all I care right now.
*Hugs Helen* I agree with Lia, You're not allowed to give up. What's going on, darling?

*cuddles helen tight* no giving up hun. whats wrong? PM me if you'd like. I have to leave for my night class in a few minutes but i'll respond later for sure.

*hugs lia and felicia* there is too much on my mind that is the problem. I'm extremely stressed out and fighting social anxiety with every aspect of my being right now. There would be nothing more that i would like than to just hide away in my apartment forever... I know that is not an option... esp as i have to go turn in a paper for class in 15 minutes

You'll be alright Laura, I don't know much about it or what it is that scares you or anything, but remember you have done this a million times before and you're been alright. *Hugs*

Thanks ladies.

Just fed up with everything. This girl in my class keeps doing my head in. She was SO pathetic today. I nearly smacked her one & I'm not violent. Might speak to someone about it, I don't know =/

Work was dead. Made my back hurt so badly that I honestly felt like I'd be sick. I even sat on the floor a few times. Ugh :S

Handing my first assignment tomorrow, hope it get finished in time.

Just really fed up with college, work, the coldness outside although don't mind the snow, the urges, silly people, feeling really low, my best friend feeling low so much at the moment, just everything :'( There was rope next to me at work = suicide thoughts (Y)

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Hugs Lia* How are you?

*Hugs Helen* No giving up Helen i wont let you. I'm sorry you havent had a good day

*Hugs Laura* Sorry your struggling

*Hugs Felicia* How are you?

*Hugs Nicole* How are you?

*Hugs Louise* How are you doing?

I hate this :(

Happy December <3 I can't wait for this **** year to end. My god it has been SOOOO ****. But I'm proud of me & my best friend, we've achieved a lot in our recoveries this year..

Ohh 24 days til Christmas <3

*starts decorating the ward for Christmas, but leaves some areas for those who don't like Christmas* :D

*sits and cries*
anyone ever feel like you're drowning and the more you try to swim the deeper under water you get?

Yeah, think all of us will have felt like that at least once :( -hugs-

Yeah it has been a crap year. I hate this bloody snow to :crazy:

*hugs hels back*
if only this was just once or once in a while it wouldn't be so bad... i just can't seem to get on solid ground... today its gotten to the point i'm just sat here at my desk at work in tears. and the saddest part is, i think that it has nothing to do with my work.
i want to give up and just be wiped off the map.