Oh & cuddles for all. Sorry for no individuals.

Mark, really sorry to hear you are numb, and from what I have read on the pages since this original post was written, still numb. I really do understand what you mean about the medication effects + mood effects = basically wanting to sleep. My housemate has something similar - although his is just a combination of medication effects (both pain relievin and psych) + pain, but the principle is the same. He has to sleep for like 12 hours of he just can't function at all. Very sorry to hear that. :-(

As for me, I'm as anxious as hell. So far the anafranil hasn't had an effect, but that's not surprising because I've only been taking it for two nights. And on top of that I'm also coming off the beta-blocker at a rate of 20mg every two days.

April: Of course you can have some hugs . . . *huggles you*

Helen: I'm glad you managed to find a college that you think will be appropriate and have appropriate support. Can you check out the available support services on the Open Days? Sorry if that sounds dense but I only have experience with what we have here. *offers cuddles*

Really sorry for the lack of individual replies, I'm just not keeping up at the moment. :-(

I just want to post a little poem/something for you. I didn't write it and I'd have to search for who did but it's something for you all to remember:

When you are sad, I will dry your tears.
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried, I will give you hope.
When you are confused, I will help you cope.
And when you are lost, and can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon shining ever so bright
This is my oath. I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?
Because you are my friend.

*big huggles*

Kahlia, love the poem and sorry you're so anxious. It's horrible. I'm hoping to ask about student support stuff on the open day ^_^

Helen: Cool (about Student Support/Open Day). I have to admit I'm over being anxious - it's been going on for months now ... How are you doing? *huggles*

Thats a lovely poem Kahlia :) Thanks for sharing *Hugs* I'm sorry you are feeling anxious :(

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs April*

*hugs Felicia*

Kahlia, I don't blame you being over it, having it for one day drives me mad, to have it on months on end just sounds totally unbearable :( *cuddles tight* I'm bit happy today..I think :O Not expecting to last long. Also I have a very itchy face, RAWR!!!! I've had an allergic reaction to a skin product =[ My stomach's been sore for over 48 hours now but I think it's finally getting better...we shall see.

*hugs Mark back* How you doing?

my 'friend' isnt giving up. im getting angry. shes claiming she doesnt care and that im gonna be the one to regret it. but every time i walk past her she shouts 'fatshit' at the top of her voice, and shes adding all my friends on facebook and tellling them lies about me :(

Seems like she does care since she's going out of her way to do all this and to try upset you *cuddles Nicole tight* Try ignore her babe??

*huggles helen* im trying but shes really starting to get to me! i just want to hit her!

*hugs Nicole* I bet honey but keep trying, she'll soon give up and pick on someone else.

*hugs* ugh, she just sent me this:

"get used to it". Not everyone becomes a self-centered bitch. Tbh, you only caused problems and lisa was sick of you anyway. You depress everyone. So I'm gonna walk away, you can continue slitting your wrists, make a ****ing shake out of the blood and drink it, cry yourself to sleep every night, become even more of a freak of nature, social recluse, generally fail hard on your ass EVEN MORE, if that be possible... I don't care. Good riddance.

Jesus, she's a pathetic bitch who clearly doesn't understand self harm or mental health :/ *cuddles tight*

*cuddles helen* but thats the thing. she self harmed for 3 years :(

*cuddles Nicole* Oh...that certainly changes things :/ Are you sure she definitely did? Sorry...it's just some people fake it & those comments really sound like they're coming from someone who doesn't understand self harm much. Or maybe she's just trying to come across as really nasty & stuff...

I'm rambling...

im sure she self harmed, ive seen the scars, fresh cuts and visited her in hospital when she OD'd or cut too deep, i have seen her cut herself. i just dont understand how someone could be so nasty :(

Some people just are sweets :( *cuddles*

*cuddles* i really want to hit her. like REALLY want to. :(

Ohh Nicole I'm sorry that girl is being such a bitch to you , try not to rise to it though :S It sucks that you are getting upset by it *Hugs*

*hugs mark* im trying to ignore it. its just-WHO in their right mind makes a shake out of their blood and drinks it?! shes gotta be pretty messed up to even be thinking that!