*huggles everybody* Sorry it isn't more. :-(

*hugs helen, crimson, oliver, mark, jill, luke, felicia, april, kahlia, and everyone else*

I wish i had something to say. Wish I could make things better for everyone.

*sets out extra special cuddle box for everyone in case anyone needs one*

Oh and those who asked... nothing is up with me, nothing ever is. going back to my hometown in a few days again. I should've just followed through with my plan from last time i was there. but I wont b/c I never do.

*sits in the corner, rocks, & cries*

Sorry no individuals right now...

*gives extra tight hugs to april and kahlia*

well if today doesn't just look like a **** day for us all...
*hugs everyone*

*locks self in padded cell, sits on floor, back against the wall and begins repeatedly hitting the wall with her head* why? why not. might shake this stupid illness out of my head. I dont know if i can take it much more. My mind is running so fast. I can't stop it to catch a thought. This might not make much sense. Nothing ever does. I dont know why I'm writing. Why are we writing. everything is wrong. always wrong. and always when i'm low, hazel wakes constantly.

hi i bes bak =) i bes Sarah an I is 6.
we nervis bout hosptl. hops michel wil tak us evn tho it hard for him to go hosptl.
Hiding gonna bring my mikey bare teddybares wif us.

we reeli hop drs let us kep him wif us if we has sta nite ther, if not ten tings will bes reeli reeli worser.

Sarah

*hugs everyone*
I would reply individually, but I am *this* close to giving up, and I just can't.

im sure the doctor will let you keep him there sarah, im sure they want you to feel as comfortable as possible <3 plus, maybe take one of your tiny teddies in pocket if will make feel more comfortable?
:)

*huggles everybody*

My arm is not good .... getting scared about it.
Getting work done which is good, but really struggling mental-wise.
Really want to just give in.

*curls up*

*offers cuddles*
i dont have any advice at the moment, but take care <3

I just had a dream about some of the wardies here... totally weird... got up because of that and I had to go to the bathroom, hah, and decided to stay up. It's 5:18 in the freaking morning, and I was up at five!! >:( Gonna be super tired today... guess it's a good thing I don't have anything planned. >_<

On WoW my pally dinged 20 last night - that's 3 levels in one day, ahaha - and it only took me a total of 6 days to do it. But that's with a lot of guild chatting and mining along the way... /played (the total time that you've played your toon) was probably under a (total) time of 24 hours. So two really long days (12 hour days) spent playing, I can get a toon to 20!! :P (And yes, people DO play for that long & longer!! heh... One of my guildies from my guild on Silvermoon spent two 18-hour days playing when one of the last expansions came out >_<...)

Anyway. So I'm happy about that. And hanging in there otherwise, using WoW as a distraction I guess... also got to see my bestie last night.

Sorry no individuals, I will try to do them later, promise!!! ♥ *cuddles all*

Glad you're doing ok April.

Huggles everybody. Hmm feeling very stressed and worried, need somthing to get rid of the stress. But I no idea were my tool is. Damn it.

*Hugs Felicia , April, Kahlia , Jill , Lindsay,Heather,Hiding,Kat,Crimson,Laura,Oliver,He len and everyone else*

No Appointments today , I totally stayed in bed too long :S, I'm struggling so hard to get out of bed let alone to do anything productive , Depression eh :S?

yeah sarah has some tint stuffies that she keeps in our purse.. so those willbe going with us to
Hiding

*huggles everybody*
Wish it could be more . . .

*Hugs Kahlia* How are you doing?

Fu*ksake what the hell I wanted Friday to hurry up and get here, now I just want to hide. Urgh can someone please kill me now.

*cuddles all*

We can't kill you Jill. What's up sweetheart?