*snuggles Alexx*
You know, I wish all our wishes and hopes for each other really worked... Then we'd all feel better... I hate seeing us all like this, and it's the majority of us... Why do we all have to feel so awful? What did WE do to deserve it? There are so many terrible people out there and yet we're stuck like this and they just go about their lives...

I know hun...I know...and I really don't know why it's like this but one day...they'll get their comupance (sp?) trust me....
at least...in a way...we are getting it over and done with? They will become niave..thinking nothing bad will happen to them

i totally agree.
its like we've been picked off the street (much like the crisis team) and someone's gone "we'll f**k up your life, lets see how you like THAT!"
and then left us 2 scrabble around for help :(

*feels ignored*

Oh well. It's not like I'm depressed is it?

Oh wait. Nobody knows.

*coutinues hiding til someone realises*

*hugs everyone lots after reading the past couple of days worth of posts* Everyone seems to be really low at the moment :S I hope everyone's coping as well as they can tonight *more hugs*

*hugs helen* You're not ignored :D

Except...we're better than the crisis team...we know what to say ;)

HELEN!!!!!!!!! :( *pounces and hugs you*

*sigh* Tis true. And if you'll allow me to harken back to my Christian roots there is a Psalm that talks about exactly that (if anyone wants the reference I'll look it up but my Bible is down stairs atm)... Still when feeling crap it's hard to care that they'll 'get theirs' later *shrug*
*snuggles everyone*

Helen!! *pounces on you* Sounds like you're having a good day :-) what's up luv?

Thanks guys.

Ally, how'd you work that out =P

Ugh. Why do I have to be so low at the moment? Yeah things are good...but they're also sooo bad. CONFUSING MUCH?

*collapse*

Want to talk about it Helen?

You okay Alexx?

i have just spent the last hour trying to cut an embroidered logo off of a shirt for my boss because he doesnt want to wear it with the logo and is too cheap to buy a new shirt

why did i go to college for this? oh wait i didnt go to college for this.

what have i done to my life that THIS is my job now?

have sunken to new low. took blades from supply closet at work. am very pathetic. worst of all don't really care anymore.

*hugs everybody*
i have decided that life COULD be worse though
we could not have the Denial Tent and the psych ward and we could be all alone without anywhere to hide
that would be like even more unbearably awful

*hugs* Why do you have to take the logo off your boss' shirt? Please stay safe hun. You may not care but there are people that care about you a lot. I'm here if you need to talk

hugs to all
hi...helen? (soz dnt kno ne1!)
off 2 beddybyes now
nite nite all
xxxx
and all stay safe .x.x.x.x.x.

I just feel knackered

Sleep deprivation + lack of food + hangover + light headedness = *collapse*

*sits in her corner wide eyed and confused* uh, Helen, what?:confused:

*snuggles her RYL twin* oh Callie I'm sorry that bites luv. Totally not kosher, sounds like a royal prick. Please take care luv.

Alexx hun, what's up?

I LOVE YOU CALLIE!!!
Please stay strong hun :(
*hugs*

*hugs Onurbual* goodnight, sleep well

*hugs Alexx* try to eat some food and drink some water hun, it'll make you feel better :)

In the last two days...Ive had half an apple, 2 pieces of pale toast...then mum took me for lunch today....I had salad....but threw my tea away

I dont want to eat though :(
I need to get thinnnnerrrrr

Good lord it's busy:whistling:

*tucks a blanket around Alexx and a pillow under head. Leaves a pitcher of water and a glass* sorry you're feeling so lousy hun.

Thankyou Ally *snuggles*

Alexx, I'm sure you don't need to get thinner but I'm also sure you won't believe me :P But please look after yourself, even if it's just eating a little bit at a time. I'm sorry hun, I just don't want you to feel poorly

Alexx luv, you need to eat more than that sweetie. You don't need to get thinner you're lovely *snuggles*

I, on the other hand, have started purging again... That is when I eat (one advantage to Wellbutrin... Loss of appetite... I can go all day and not feel hungry). 'S all right as I gained a lot of weight recently and you can TOTALLY tell. *shrug* I don't do it all the time so that's one thing my therapist doesn't know about... Well that and I haven't taken my meds in two days.
*hugs everyone*

just a little bit thinner...
a little tiny bit...
i promise...

I'm...so...sleepy

i have to take the embroidered logo off the stupid shirt because he wants to keep it but he doesnt want the logo on it
my boss is totally Michael from The Office (tv show)

thank you for niceness :)

Alexx i can so relate but remember that even doing nothing burns calories so try and eat at least something, maybe an apple or banana or a snack at least, every 3 hours to keep your metabolism up

Any time dear *massive hugs* please take care of yourself

I don't even know what's wrong tonight. I really don't. Other than stuipd feelings. Oh well. :eyeroll:

I think im still hungover.... :/

*snuggles Alexx and Callie*
Alexx, luv, we're not saying you can't just that we think you are lovely and we want you to be careful.

*gives her twin a mischievous look* Callie, tell him to take his own damn logo off for heaven sake. Ass. They don't pay you to do that do they? Sheesh *throws candies at Callie then everyone else*

*hugs Helen* I'm sorry hun, I wish I could help.

Alexx, water luv, no calories and good way to fight the hang over

*hugs you and tries not to cry*

**** meh not good... rubbish rubbish rubbish... dah

I've had water :D
I'm being good...ish ^_^

I just meant why is he making you do it instead of doing it himself or asking a friend/family member? I'm in the UK but I think Michael must be your equivalent of David Brent. Heh, I can't imagine working for someone like that :S

*hugs* for everyone that needs them

*hides with Charlie*

Because nobody understands me anymore.

I bet its coz he's a guy and [most] guys are utterly useless :P

*hugs shadow princess*

*Millie bounds over...closely followed by Alexx*
Hun...?

I'm concerned cause my friend says she's tired and has gone to bed. But it isn't like her to be this subdued and seriously not like her to not tell me what is going on.

I have to let go of problems with someone but it isn't easy. And then she and my sponsor are going out for lunch one on one so I didn't get my usual lunch with my sponsor. It feels like my sponsor has gone over to the enemy. It tempts me to fire my sponsor but that would be pointless. I durn near gave the other woman a rude hand gesture in the form of pushing my glasses up but I don't want to be that kind of person. And many thanks to my aunt who taught me that trick. God willing I won't ever have to be that mean.

I want to si, to scarify, but there is no point. So it looks like an exciting afternoon of vacuuming and mopping. Fortunately another meeting this evening.

My memory is awful right now. So the best I can do is...hugs all around.

*hugs blondiebear*
*hands you a diet pepsi*
:satisfied:

*snuggles everyone*
I'm gonna give in to the temptation to nap...
Please, be careful all...

Sleep well hun *hugs*

I'm not stopping tonight.
Should be revising.
Going to fail anyway but hey ho.
Hope everyone's ok, talk to you all tomorrow I hope.
*hugs*

Hey there, nice of you to pop in. Good luck with your revision *hugs*

*hugs Millie and Alex* I feel like this > :crying: :-D:sad: :blink: and ignored/invisable :|

The Office was a british show first! you must have seen The Office!! it was a few years ago and cancelled there now but it's still on in the USA and if you have never seen it you have to watch it because i swear the character of Michael was based on my boss!

*snuggles everybody*

Alexx honey if you are hungover that is caused by dehydration from the alcohol and you have to drink lots of water or better yet sports drink because that will have electrolytes too

Miss Twin you need to take your meds!! *shakes finger at Alyssa* or please tell your psych about it because if you really wont take them you need to have a plan and go off slowly but you should both decide together maybe.

Lol I have seen The Office but they changed all the names when they moved it the US. David Brent was the boss in the British one. I feel bad for you if your boss is like him :S