:O helen-i think you need glasses! and :O 6 is a lot lol. i'm gonna be like that. i'm gonna be a mad old cat woman XD

G'night Mark, pleasant dreams. :) Sorry I couldn't catch you in chat earlier.

*cuddles Hels* How you doing, love? your friends doing any better?

Have an NP appt tonight... ugh. I'm nervous. She's the closest thing I have to a therapist and I haven't talked with her in a month... Jarrod says that my mood state has been "sleepy, angry, & stressed" over the course of the past month... not a good combination, lol. I don't know what I'm going to tell her... :-S At least I'm not suicidal at the moment, although I was last night... will have to let her know. :(

*more cuddles* :)

Edit: Nicole, you're lovely!! How's the tongue piercing btw? :D

Nicole, I have them thanks ;) You are beautiful.

April, good luck with your appointment tomorrow. I feel so bad, but it's fine, nobody cares, not really ;)

:O you lot are mental. i'm fat and ugly! and the tongue peircings doing fine thanks. i still cant stop playing with it!!

We're not. I'm telling you now, if you're fat & ugly, then I most definitely am. Somehow, I don't think you'll agree with that ;)

lol. i definatley dont agree with that. but i havent got time to argue because i need a bath (oh, on top of being fat and ugly, i also stink XD)

you are all so stubborn lol

Hell yeah, we are Crimson. I know I am.

Nicole, enjoy ya bath stinky!!! You pretty & skinny girl ;)

lol yeah I am too

Oh yeah... g'night Mark!
Have a good bath Nicole!

Bless.

*huggles all my lovely people* And you are all LOVELY! So no more of this fat and ugly talk. :-)

T-minus 4 hours until i am done with uni for the semester *brings out the confetti in anticipation*

*gets impatient and tosses confetti early* YAY!

*joins in and then hides*

I am SO frustrated right now, i simply want to pull my hair out in frustration. I can't stand the fact some people actually want to be ill, who the hell wants a mental health problem?? Sick. What's even more sick is, that they're fooling everyone around them, which makes me incredibly sad when these people have GENUINE problems. *headdesk* What is so bloody amazing about being on so many medications you rattle, and being in and out of hospital? Not to mention the constant meetings, appointments and phonecalls on a weekly basis from different professionals.
ARGH.*SCREAMS*

What do others think?

Yay for the finishing for the semester Laura :) Goodluck.

*pops out of her tent and brings with her celebration food from the kitchen*

Here go :-)

*throws some confetti as will not be here later and, hey, confetti is fun, lol*

To NoOnesFool~ Well I don't enjoy being f*cked up so I don't know why anyone else would aspire to it *shrug*.

*goes back to tent*

*curls up in the corner, shaking*

I'm scared, I'm really not safe at the moment, i have a plan and a date, but I can't wait any longer I can't take this anymore.

*cuddles Oliver* What happened, hun?

*cuddles Oliver*

*hugs for frenchhorn* Not overly good at supporting at the moment but please try and keep yourself safe.

Is this ward just for regulars? Because a few of us are feeling slightly ignored, either this is down to lying rumours or people genuinly would rather not bother meeting / greeting newer people to the ward, which i find dissapointing.

I'm with you Ally - i don't know WHO would want to aspire to be ill, it's sick, and makes the real people of this world who ARE ill seem..insignificant. *Shrug* Makes me angry. I hate liars.

I apologize no ones fool. usually we are a much friendlier welcoming lot... also usually a busier place but I think a good many of us 'regulars' are struggling right now. I myself often don't reply individually to those I don't have an answer for. It was asked why anyone would pretend to be mentally ill and I have no answer so I gave no answer. *extends hand* I'm Crimson by the way. *waves and heads off leaving hugs and cuddles to all in need*
Oliver- I need to head home from work... If I don't get back on later (before tomorrow) here's some *extra cuddles* for you. Please stay safe. My PM box is always open even if I'm not online right then.