:D Glad you like it April , it's in my current CD rotation right now too . I don't really have much else "Gothicy" it my rotation but CD's get added too it and taken away from it a lot , lol Make sense?*Hugs*

*Hugs Helen Tons*

OOhhhh I spot an April !:)

Hugs Mark back. Thanks :)

I spy all 3 of us :P

It does make sense, Mark. *curls up next to with the blankets that Kahlia gave her to keep warm* Sooo cold... I hate this!! We're supposed to have heat back today but I don't see it happening... lol... just the way that this place works. And there was frost on the cars this morning!! :( so it did get below freezing. BRRRRR. *is wearing a longsleeved WoW tshirt and is thinking about getting a sweatshirt*

Just played WoW a bit... my little rogue is nearly 23 now, but I haven't been "furiously leveling her" ... worked some on my 73 pally this morning but there's this one quest I hate having to do... it's where you have to ride a gryphon and save 10 villagers from the Scourge (undead) running around... which means you have to dive and such on a flying mount, and I SUCK at using my mouse buttons/controls to dive. I hope that made some sort of sense to the WoW players here... lol. :-/

Am not feeling in the best of places this morning... probably partially because I'm so cold. And because I ate too much this morning, damn it. I just want my ED back... :'( ...able to act on the urges etc. *sighs*

*rocks back and forth and cries, even though she can't manage that IRL*

*cuddles Hels* Didn't spot you... but thanks for the cuddles!! :D

*hugs everyone* heey guys. how are we all today? i'm ok, but am currently supposed to be at DBT :/ second week in a row i've missed it.....

Just updated r/v thread.......

Nicole, sweet, why are you missing DBT? doesn't it help some at least? *cuddles*

*cuddles april* no, it really doesnt. it's making me nervous and stuff. and i'm not going because i was stupid and told her that i wouldnt SH. and i dont wanna have to tell her that i have-a lot.

Awh... well, I'm sorry to hear that it doesn't help much. :( Be sure you're taking care of those injuries, okay, love? I know you are probably but you really don't want to get an infection... and why don't you just tell her that you've SI'd? I don't think that she'd get angry with you... at least, if she's as professional as she should be!! *cuddles*

Hey Nicole *Hugs*

*cuddles april.* i know she wouldnt get angry with me but she looks really dissapointed if i tell her i've SI'd. she called my mum a minuite ago and i refused to speak to her :/

EDIT: hey mark *hugs* you ok?

I'm ok thanx Nicole , A little triggered but not so Sui triggered more S.I.

aaw *hugs* is there anything you can do to distract yourself?

*cuddles everyone*

So frustrating. I want support but can't get it >.>

*Cuddles Helen* That sucks . What type of support are you looking for ? maybe you could get refered by your GP ? or is that not an option?
sorry

I meant here more than anything. But yeah, GP just keeps referring me back to same people who are a bunch of useless tossers who keep telling me I'm fine :D

Awh Hels... *cuddles* I wish I could make things better for you... *scowls at those who make life hard for Hels* Sending you lots of love & cuddles if that makes you feel any better!!! :)

Thanks April, that means a lot *cuddles back*

Good. *cuddles gently* Things will be okay, sweet, I promise. ♥

*is really cold and tired* :'(

I wish I could believe that promise :'( But you know why I can't. Forgot to say, I fixed my iPod :D