I see you too Owen. How are you going?

It is a bit quiet on here, isn't it Owen.

I am so pissed off .
I went to pick up my monthly meds this morning and got home and they have not given me my Diazepam:(
I NEED it and not having it freaks me out. I am prescribed it my my GP who I never have met just won't give it to me:(
They gave it to me last month so why not this one , nothing has changed.
I'm triggered by it all , why does it have to be such a big mess.
It might not be significant to them, I might not matter to them , why would I ? Sorry this has Royally freaked me out:(
I really don't need this stress on top of the energy company fiasco , the benefits medical and my depression generally :( Sorry to rant

*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Waves at Owen*

*hugs Mark* I'm sorry they forgot one of your meds, I can understand how annoying that must be and I'm sorry its made you stressed on top of everything else, I hope you can get things sorted.

*waves at owen* how are you?

*hugs Kahlia* how are you?

I spy April *waves*

I woke up this morning to a hang parliament, so no idea who is in chanrge of the country at the moment and very confused.
I'm feeling physically a lot better this morning which is good and must be off now to hand in some work and go to a lecture.

*Offers Owen Safe Hugs*
:)

I spy a Mark, a Kahlia, and an Oliver!! *cuddles*

*cuddles Laura and holds her gently* Hon, I read and I understand... I used to be that way too I think, perhaps not to quite such an extreme, but then I realized that I'm not being who I want to be... and then there came a time of change in my life. I know that sounds more dramatic than it really was, but I changed from being the "good little preppy girl" into being a Goth/punk girl, listening to more Goth rock instead of groups like S Clubk 7, which I adored in high school (nothing wrong with them - just not my taste right now!! hehe), dressing more in black and baggy clothes, wearing wristbands, etc. That was my second year of college. I don't know. I don't recommend changing so much, but maybe letting yourself have more of an identity or something? I'm sorry, I'm rubbish at giving advice about this, and I know it's more about letting people walk all over you but when you do what YOU want to do, even in just your private life (like me listening to Nightwish & Within Temptation, etc.), you might feel more empowered. Does that make sense??

*cuddles Mark* That's awesome that you love Lacuna Coil too!! (and Laura too!! :D) It's so weird how well our music likes mesh!! *bounces* lol... it's just that I've never found anyone who likes so many the same bands that I do. :) Way to go!! *high fives* And I'm so sorry that you're already triggered, & that you didn't get your diazepam. :( That really, really is horrid. Maybe you can go back & get it? I don't know, sorry if that's a stupid suggestion. :(

*cuddles Hels* How're you doing, sweetie?

*cuddles Kahlia* I haven't named my comp but my car is named Anneli. ("Ana-lee") Hehe. I love naming inanimate objects. :) I'm glad that you're able to deflect the SI thoughts 90% of the time, but I'm worried about the suicidal thoughts... please please don't act on any of them, sweetie. *more cuddles*

*sends cuddles out for Kat, Hayley, Nicole, Crimson, Julie, MID, A&S, Lindsay, Little Laura, and anyone else I've missed*

I don't think they "Forgot" my meds Oliver as much as they are just refusing to give me them :(.
I;ve had to take a diaz , I only have a few left, not good , not good at all :(

Oliver!! Whoops, didn't mean to "forget" you!! I was just going to edit you into my post (lol) but I decided to do a post just for you... :) I'm so sorry about the OD... *cuddles* Glad to hear you're feeling a bit better, and I hope that you don't turn to OD'ing again, because it's very bad for your liver etc., as I'm sure you're aware. Of course, I also hope that you don't feel that desperate again!! *cuddles more*

*sets out some pineapple orange juice for anyone who wants some and then goes to read on the deck for awhile*

Wow Owen thats early! Perhaps you should sleep a little ?

ooh I've 3pages to catch up on! Gonna make myself something to eat whilst I catch up with you all

*goes round ward tucking people in if its their sleep time and giving morning or afternoon huggles for the rest or just waving if you'd prefer!*