out of my head

[nightsky]

venting here... so no need to read or reply..... don't waste your time....

Life is a waste of time. The world affairs are not bleak and its not going to improve. The rich get richer, the middle class fight to rise and the poor get poor. The division widens and the politicians dont care as long as they have their annual salary and generous superfund then they have no reason to do anything.

We occupy our time so we don't have to think of "the meaninglessness of life". We fill our life with material possessions, achievements and relationships then we arrive at the door of death, wow an achievement we relish!

the perpetual of life and death, so why bother? we keep pressing on but there is no defined purpose in life. it is logical enough that we shall define our own purpose if one cannot find a satisfactory one. Then we have to find the motivation to live when the energy is depleted beyond measure. what then?

i don't deserve to life, i am not smart enough to have a place on this earth.

[Misunderstood.]

What makes you think you aren't smart enough?
There's a lot of people who have no qualms about deserving a place on this earth who don't have an 'nth of the intelligence it took to write the piece you just did..

Catherine xxxx

[Pomegranate]

Why are you not smart enough to live? What you have written seems articulate and structured...not the work of somebody lacking in intelligence.

What do you think would be different in the world if you weren't apart of it?

[blondiebear]

Often I don't know my place in the world either. Sometimes i think my place is to wonder and wander.

Can you pick one or two things that are important to you, and find a way to volunteer to help there, to improve things? I like to donate my paperback books to the local library.