All that i want to do is curl up in ball and watch the world go by

[brap_brap]

Just now i want to curl up in a ball and watch the world go by because im fed up with stuff. At my work i have to work with disabled kids which is hard sometimes. seeing them stuck in a wheelchair. I got a holiday coming up on saturday and i thought i be looking forward to it but im not because i know my dad when go mad at me again. I been cut free for a week but getting harder and im getting too restless at nights. Why is it hard work because im knackered all the time now. Update on the last post Im still thinking about but its still like 2 weeks when im up the road

[effervescence]

*hugs* a week free is really good, try to be proud and hold onto that strength.

[blondiebear]

I'm glad you have a week of no SI. That is awesome.

My job isn't the same as yours but I work hard sometimes and I care about my clients. I just finished making a purse and ring-bearers pillow from fabric salvaged from a stained old wedding dress.

Sorry, I'm to wiped to make sense.
Hugs!

[Amaryllis]

A week is incredible. Good job on that. Don't beat yourself too much if you happen to slip up, it happens to all of us and you have to start somewhere. That's not to say you should slip up, but it happens.

I don't really know what else to say, but sometimes the emotional parts of working is harder than the physicality of it. I don't know if that makes sense, but I'm way tired.

[brap_brap]

thank you. It is getting harder now but ill keep on fighting it. I wont but my parents wont think about it as a slip up and my dad is coming down tomorrow and im kindoff nervouse about it