mess mess mess

[riley.]

cut to bone , not good idea at all
sore, lost , alone , afraid
i'm such a mess
pointless post really, just sobbing and needed a slightly healther release:-(:crying:

[Merc]

oh hunni, i'll give you hugs, but what youREALLY need is to go get patched up
pls go love
romp

[Pomegranate]

*hugs you*. I am sorry things are so rough at the moment hun but Romp is right, you really need to go and get that sorted and checked out x

[sparklyshoes]

you need to go to the hospital bec :-(

[crazykat]

*Huge hugs* Please go and get this checked out sweetheart

[riley.]

have ...ton of stitches inside and out ...back from hosp when posted...sorry i wasnt clearer

[sparklyshoes]

It's good you got it checked out chick. Are you seeing anyone at the minute or anything?

[riley.]

no..im too complex for my local mental health team so they just patch me up and ship me off ....even when i got sectioned i wangled out of it ...not that that was my fault
god....****ing mess...yus

[Merc]

go back an DEMAND help. there MUST be somthing hunni
maybe this time its time to go into hosp. and let them help you??? it s not asscary as you thibnk it will be [noy sure if you've been before, just kind of wanted to reassure you luv.
keep us all posted ok?
romp

[dark_light]

If you are too complex shouldn't they refer you to someone who can deal with your problems?
How are you feeling today? Hope things are a bit better xxxxx

[blondiebear]

How absolutely irresponsible of your local mental health team! You're cutting yourself to bits and and they just ship you off?
You are worth taking care of. Go cry on them or rage on them or something.
Keep talking to us too?

[pea soup]

thinking of you sweetie.
please try to stay safe?
much love.
xxxxxxxxx

[riley.]

if i rage at them they'll section me for sure
on one level , i see that would stop me
on the same level, i need the stability of my home...being locked up, isn't helpful...it makes me worse. i'd love op help, they just wont offer me anything ....nothing locally covers 'complex trauma' needs...i've had cbt, dbt, councelling, est, i know i need specialist help, but its just not coming
they referred me to the theraputic community- the henderson...i had a little hope, but now its closed..thats gone
ended up back in a&e tonight
not of my doing , the doctor hadn't stitched me up properly and it needed re doing
...not much to add