Remember that good time feeling??

[Rain Keeper]

That feeling that everything was working out?
That feeling when the love of your life loved you?
That feeling that you made it an hour, a day, a week, a month, and the point you really stopped counting the time?
That feeling that you were on top of the world and no one but you could stop you?
That feeling when you got an email just to say "hi, I thought of you today"?
That feeling when the sun hit your face and you felt the warmth of nature?
That feeling when you got the call that someone you are close to was coming to see you?
That feeling when warm chocolate chip cookies are chased down by ice cold milk?
That feeling when you use to come here and be happy you could talk with someone you could relate to?
That feeling when threads were nonsense but it made sense to you?
That feeling when the bruises faded and you didnt have to cover your eyes?
That feeling of security and trust?

That feeling you felt when you looked at yourself and didnt recognized the beautiful person staring at you in the mirror?



I miss that good time feeling.

My stepping stones are turning into stumbling blocks.

My feelings certainly have faded concering all aspects of life.

Living in the Rain where no one see my tears,
Rain

[blondiebear]

Your thread does make sense to me. It sounds like you're suffering from depression.
I believe that when we start to take things for granted it is easy to slide back into bad habits. I have 60 days no SI but I could totally have messed up and cut again on Thursday over a fight with a girlfriend.

I don't have any profound advice. Or even lousy advice. I hear you and understand.

If you don't mind, please look at my most recent thread and let me know if I did the right thing?

*gives you tissues and a hug*

[chocostashchick]

oh Rain *hugs*
i think we all know that feeling and know the loss you speak of
the important thing is to remember it, to know that this is temporary, and you can have that feeling back
those feelings will come back, you just have to fight
please don't give up
xxxooo

[pea soup]

YES!!!!!!
i remember ALL of that.
and i feel the same way you do right now. i couldnt have said it better.
i HATE that youre feeling this way Rain but i sure can relate.
i hope things start looking up for you very soon.
love you.
xxxxxxxx

[Merc]

FRainy i lobve you so much girly...so very much...im sooo at a loss what to say my frog wrestlin' bud
just ....Im here, i care, in understand
love you to bits
[tis time to build a new fence, together i think love] :o)
always your friend
romp

[Rain Keeper]

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