Broke up with her after 8 years...please help.

[liveforthemoment]

Hi,

I'm back again. I finally broke up with Kelly after 8 years. I have moved out on my own for about 2 months now. I am terribly lonely. I have no transportation to go anywhere or see anyone.

I lost my wife and both my step-children. I lost ANOTHER little boy. I am in pieces. I can't think clearly. I wish I had something to numb myself but I don't.

I haven't harmed but have thought about it a lot. My family would be so upset with me.

I can't stand the solitude. I'm afraid.

[lostdoll]

Hi, welcome back to RYL. I'm sorry to hear you're going through a difficult time at the moment. It sounds like you've had a lot of major changes which is understandably hard to cope with. The Internet can be a great support tool when things are tough, if you're lonely or if you're unable to get out to speak to someone.
Is there a local support team you can contact via phone/email who can maybe suggest some ways to help you? You don't have to face your problems alone. There's people who want to help.

Loneliness is awful, but if you can, reach out to friends or family who may not know you're struggling. I know you don't have transportation but is there anything local you can walk to and get involved with, just to meet new people and distract yourself from being at home alone and down? Voluntary groups?

Hoping things improve for you soon, take care of yourself and stay strong x

[Sefka]

Hi again,

So sorry to hear about what happened. Feel free to pm if you want.