I don't think I'm well

[CosetteDaae]

I'm sorry for posting here instead of in rants and vents, because I know none of my thoughts make a lot of sense, but I am just not coping at all. It's finals in uni and I'm not doing well, my work isn't getting done on time and I'm probably gonna fail because I'm a failure in general even though I had top marks. I won't after the deadline tomorrow. I'm anxious and paranoid and I had a nightmare about Mylash, my abuser, and I feel triggered like I need to run and never stop running. Must escape. I don't wanna do this anymore. God what's the point?

[Too Shy]

No need to apologise for posting - sometimes it's really helpful just to get your thoughts out where someone can reply, it's ok to ask for support.

It sounds like there's a lot going on all at the same time for you at the moment. Do your uni know you're struggling? It would be really helpful to talk to them about how overwhelmed you're feeling, they might be able to help you break it down into steps. It certainly doesn't sound like you're a failure! It sounds like you're puting yourself under a lot of pressure at the moment though.

Are you getting any support at the moment?

[~SuNsHiNe~]

As Too Shy said, you don't need to apologise for posting - that's what this space is for:) do you have any professional support to help you through this? Uni can be really stressful, I understand how you're feeling. I hope things improve for you soon *hugs*