Ranger Fairy
12-04-2015, 10:37 PM
I have tried to tell myself that Katie Hopkins is an extremely offensive and in many people's opinions has disgusting opinions and that her thoughts are worthless.
I have tried to think like this but I have been struggling. Some of her recent comments of patient's being 'bedblockers' in 'hotel NHS'. And that they shouldn't be there; that she would kill myself before she ever ended up like that. I know that it was about people suffering with dementia but that is irelevant.
I constantly feel guilty about the fortune the NHS spend on me. And that society and the NHS would be much better off if I were dead. It's increased these thoughts and clearly some people do feel that way. Especially as a lot of money is spent when I od trying to save my life.
I am feeling very unsafe at the moment and feel an od is very likely but it is playing on my mind that maybe I shouldn't seek treatment and I would die. So then I would no longer be burden on society. That life saving treatment is expensive and that it is a waste on me.
I have tried to think like this but I have been struggling. Some of her recent comments of patient's being 'bedblockers' in 'hotel NHS'. And that they shouldn't be there; that she would kill myself before she ever ended up like that. I know that it was about people suffering with dementia but that is irelevant.
I constantly feel guilty about the fortune the NHS spend on me. And that society and the NHS would be much better off if I were dead. It's increased these thoughts and clearly some people do feel that way. Especially as a lot of money is spent when I od trying to save my life.
I am feeling very unsafe at the moment and feel an od is very likely but it is playing on my mind that maybe I shouldn't seek treatment and I would die. So then I would no longer be burden on society. That life saving treatment is expensive and that it is a waste on me.