CPA tommorow

[havealittlefaith]

I'm seeing Z at 10am tommrow and my CPA is at 10.45am I'm anxious about it Z said theres nothing she wants to change but I'm worried that its just another way for them to try to get rid of me tell me I can do everything on my own and basically just "abandon" me , the pyschs gonna be there , my support workers gonna be there , baileys social worker is invited so is my dad (if he remembers) they think he knows what I'm like more day to day he doesn't I really hate been centre of attention and I know they will all be looking at me and talking about me even harder I know I need to be grown up and not resort to child like behaviours and I know I'm gonna have to talk but I'm really afraid and I know I also have to be presented well things like this always scare me ......

[Ballerina123]

Im not sure weather your still up so this reply may be a bit late but could you write down what you want to talk about and take it with you so you don't feel as scared.
Could you also bring up in the meeting about your feeling of abandonment and how to cope.

Do you think they might discharge you is that why you are scared of abandonment?

[havealittlefaith]

I may try some notes on my home I'm haut scared
Of hearing what thy have to say and off y dad hearing thigs I need to aka y worker if she can be tere whilst I talk to my dad about how I feel about something ...

She said she wants to keep sessions at weekly but I'm afraid that it's not true and I don't want there to be any change ..

[tiptoes]

I hope your CPA went ok

[havealittlefaith]

Thanks they all said they are please with me I've made a huge progress but just because I am trying doesn't mean that I'm happy and things are stil complicated but nothing's gonna change x

[Charmed]

Hi there, It sounds like your appointment went quite well. It's brilliant you have made so much progress, you should be proud of yourself. Things can definitely change, you have to believe things with change. If you keeping thinking nothing with change, it probably won't because you have no faith. But it sounds like you're trying, so you'll get there.

Take care.