out_of_here
03-04-2014, 08:24 PM
I have schizoaffective disorder and got out of a 4//5 week admission i think a week and a half ago.
but my partner and mother are very worried about me bing safe in the morning i was so scared because the shades told me that my partner was going to kill me and i had to leave 2 hours early because she was going to kill me. I didn't sleep the entire night for more than 20-10 minutes blocks/
and i left my arts course on fourth day yesterday because i was so scared because the shades were yelling all at once and the words i could hear were about me being in danger and that some people in my class were after me and going to hurt me and it was midday and i left. i must have walked for five hours trying to get away and was so terrified the whole time until i could go home.
I had to just sit in a closed room and she was checking on me until i could come out and she told me to take my meds and try to sleep. But not like sort of quiet like now they were so so loud and i couldn't make out many words but i was so tired and so scared that i couldn't handle it i was shaking and sort of crying and yelling out ffor them to stop.
my partner and mother are really worried about me being by myself because I've been going unsafe things.
I don't want to go back to hospital id want to deal with this at home but even with 200gm PRN my max daily dose taken over the day I was still that bad and inconsolable.
When do you know it is time for hospital for you?
but my partner and mother are very worried about me bing safe in the morning i was so scared because the shades told me that my partner was going to kill me and i had to leave 2 hours early because she was going to kill me. I didn't sleep the entire night for more than 20-10 minutes blocks/
and i left my arts course on fourth day yesterday because i was so scared because the shades were yelling all at once and the words i could hear were about me being in danger and that some people in my class were after me and going to hurt me and it was midday and i left. i must have walked for five hours trying to get away and was so terrified the whole time until i could go home.
I had to just sit in a closed room and she was checking on me until i could come out and she told me to take my meds and try to sleep. But not like sort of quiet like now they were so so loud and i couldn't make out many words but i was so tired and so scared that i couldn't handle it i was shaking and sort of crying and yelling out ffor them to stop.
my partner and mother are really worried about me being by myself because I've been going unsafe things.
I don't want to go back to hospital id want to deal with this at home but even with 200gm PRN my max daily dose taken over the day I was still that bad and inconsolable.
When do you know it is time for hospital for you?