I don't know what to do anymore

[FlyingPeanuts]

My school contacted my mother about my work, so I tried to explain that it was because I feel terrible. She turned around and told me I need to try harder. My mother and I don't have a great relationship with each other and she never listens to me. She doesn't understand that I'm trying my hardest but I can't cope. I need to hurt myself. I'm scared.

[TimesLikeThese]

I'm sorry to hear that your mother doesn't seem to understand that you are struggling at the moment. Is the school aware that you feel you can't cope?

Can you keep yourself safe tonight?

[FlyingPeanuts]

I think my school suspect it, but I haven't said anything to confirm it because I'm too afraid.

I think so, but I'm still scared.

[TimesLikeThese]

What are you afraid of? I think it would be a really good idea to talk to someone at your school about how much you are struggling as they may be able to support you. Is there a particular teacher/member of staff you could maybe talk to?

[FlyingPeanuts]

I'm afraid of myself, I'm afraid of my thoughts and some other things. I don't really feel comfortable talking to any of the staff at my school; I'm scared that if I talk to people, they'll kill me, trap me or take advantage of me.