i hate my life

[havealittlefaith]

I hate my life

Craptastic


Such a fake


Not as strong as people think


Still a fighter


But god i hate my life

been sad most the time

Feelings


Emotions

I hate my life

[havealittlefaith]

Fat

Ugly

Worthless


Pathetic


Is all I am

[Tig]

Hey lovely,

Things sound very intense, overwhelming and emotional at the moment and I'm glad you have reached out for support here.

What do you think might help you right now?

xx

[havealittlefaith]

I wish someone had a magic wand I wish I could have everything back I wish I could take back all the badness I don't think anything can take this utter sadness away that I am feeling I want to run and keep on running

In all honestly I'm not to sure what can help I don't want to feel alone I don't know who I really have anymore x

[talaiporia]

Chrissy, what is happening now? It sounds like something has happened.

[susieannah]

Talk to us, my dear, we're here for you. *big hugs*

[havealittlefaith]

Everything happens I happen things here are Defo ****

[talaiporia]

Chrissy, what has happened?

[havealittlefaith]

Everything just keeps going up in my face I have ran home changed and am
Now at the contact centre for baileys lac review last minute phone call and then I still need to see my solicitor today as she was who I was on my way too see when blah I still haven't spoken to her yet blah blah .... Good thing I can do random wardrobe changes in a second lol... Latterly I just feel utter sadness and fear .....

[havealittlefaith]

Someone PM me please x

[talaiporia]

What's up chrissy?

[havealittlefaith]

Difficult day with the solicitor ....
And stupid gp and talked to duty and gp annoy me and
Got see z tommprow and solicitor but if been sad
Is a crisis id love to know what counts as a
Real
Crisis in the eyes of the gp x