i need some advise

[annasilvers20]

i was unsure where to put this thread, i wanted something a little more faster but i dont hav a computer atm an this phone wont let me into the chat. I few days ago my dad found out i cut. He wouldnt listen to anything i had to say an only told me im a bad influencce on my sisters an if i dont stop hes going to send me away. Ive been trying the butterfly effect an its slowlu starting to fade but lastnight an this morning ive had these really bad urges to cut. It feels so unfair i cant vent the way tht helps me, i dont want to ruin wht i started an i dont want to cut but this is driving me insane. Im always alone an nothing seems to be distracting enough, i dont know whtelse to do an if i cut an dad finds out he'll make me leave. I dont know wht im suppose to do, its so unfair an i feel so hopeless an scared. Please if anyone knows anything please let me know

[LegoGirl]

How old are you?
If you are under age where is your Dad planning to send you?
I can understand him not wanting you to cut, but he I obviously reacting in a not very helpful way.
Are you at school. Maybe there is a teacher or someone there you ago to for some help, or is there another adult I your family you can ask for advice or a friend you can trust to talk to?
It's better to try and get someone to help you with this rather than manage on your own.

[coolkid98]

If you've got urges then check out the distraction thread which can be found here (http://www.recoveryourlife.com/index.php?categoryid=60&p2027_articleid=211).
It might be a good idea to sit down and calmly talk things through with your dad as this way it will be easier for both of you. It will help you too by talking about your feelings. Another idea is to write your feelings down or draw them.

[annasilvers20]

im 20, im not in school anymore. I mean hed call some sort of specialist doctor someone to put me in the metal hospital, have me locked up there. Im not crazy ._. Ive tried explaining to him about how i feel but he never listens an just laughs at me an tells me how im such a dissapointment, how pathetic i am. Its does no good.

[LegoGirl]

It's quite difficult to have someone locked up especially since you are over 18 and an adult.

Perhaps you should go to doctor yourself and try and get some support to help you deal with your self harming and the way your Dad is making you feel?