Nylon
07-09-2013, 12:39 AM
the very thin line of recovery
You ever feel like you are recovered? Last couple of nights, the vividness of the razor's edge on my skin to having urges this strong that cause insomnia. My eyes close and suddenly I can almost feel my body wanting it more than life itself. Clinging to experience and memory, resisting from the temptation so feared and yet so wholesome--
My skin shiver's and I also I want to is feel that sensation of both euphoria and calmness. I crave the madness, the downward spiral of nothingness that cutting gives me.
blurred lines
I am not conscious of what I'm going through but they say life tests you-
I can't give into temptation so big, when I feel that my death is at the brink
You ever feel like you are recovered? Last couple of nights, the vividness of the razor's edge on my skin to having urges this strong that cause insomnia. My eyes close and suddenly I can almost feel my body wanting it more than life itself. Clinging to experience and memory, resisting from the temptation so feared and yet so wholesome--
My skin shiver's and I also I want to is feel that sensation of both euphoria and calmness. I crave the madness, the downward spiral of nothingness that cutting gives me.
blurred lines
I am not conscious of what I'm going through but they say life tests you-
I can't give into temptation so big, when I feel that my death is at the brink