Lost

[carla1983]

I'm feeling very lost unsure what's going on in my mind want to sleep all the time but staff keep getting me up I need a break from living everyday is getting harder and harder to function

[carla1983]

could do with some support im sorry

[Cacoethes]

Hey Carla.
Sorry things are so bad *hugs*

Do they still let you sleep in on weekends there?
X

[carla1983]

yea can sleep in weekends but staff keep getting me up!

[Cacoethes]

Could you ask them if they could leave you to sleep a bit?
Or just go back to bed after you've got your morning meds.

Could you talk to a member of staff about it? X

[carla1983]

Have to stay down for an hr after meds and food as I make myself sick they lock my bedroom I hate it. Mood still same quite down I'm feeling fed up with feeling low I want the happy Carla back I feel like a different person I hate who I am now as they very harmful to me make me sh bad I want everything to stop for awhile

[carla1983]

Please some one reply need support

[Cacoethes]

hey Carla, what's going on xx

[carla1983]

Really want to self harm thoughts are very strong I need a release

[Cacoethes]

Are there any staff around that you feel comfortable talking to? X

[carla1983]

I'm not good asking for help I get scared silly really

[Cacoethes]

Its not silly. I understand that it is scary *hugs*

When you next have meds, could you just say to the nurse that you aren't feeling good?
Is G back yet? Xx

[carla1983]

G not back yet feeling better I joined the MBT group now which is a supportive group

[Cacoethes]

I'm glad you are doing the group now :)
I hope it helps you, I liked it when I was there xx

[Buttons.]

I don't have words but I've read and I care x

[carla1983]

having another down day didnt go to any groups just slept i hate this feeling all i want to be is happy i feel like i forgetton how to be happy

[talaiporia]

Hi. I hope that you're feeling better. Do you think you could try to tell someone how you're feeling?

[I am a cat]

Please keep strong Carla.

Sammy
xxx

[x-Silvermist-x]

Hi Carla, how has today been?

[carla1983]

Hi been in bed most of day hope I sleep later now moods up and down feeling happy one min then awful the next

[Cacoethes]

seems like you needed the sleep lovely!
have you spoken to anyone about your moods? x

[Patch.]

Just wanted to say I've read and I care x

[carla1983]

Thanks I spoke to G he was supportive I'm wide awake now that's what I get for sleeping all day I'm thinking of asking for sleeping tablet

[Fire Fly]

Hey,
Just wanted to say; I care.

Do you think the staff will give you a sleeping tablet? Did you manage to get much sleep over the weekend? X

[carla1983]

had sleeping tablet which helped