Confused.

[when.will.it.end]

I'm so confused about everything.

I don't know if I'm well or sick, if I should kill myself or not, if I'm a good person or not, whether people do actually care and whether I should talk to them about all of this. I feel like I'm in this weird limbo place where I'm not sick because there is nothing wrong with my life but I feel like something is really really wrong, I just don't know what.

Should I commit suicide? Would that be wrong? Am I bad person? Am I as pathetic as I sound? Is there something wrong with me or should I just shut up complaining and be positive and grateful about my life? Do people hate me?

I really want to die.

[Laura2.0]

Limbo is better than hell.
I don't think you should commit suicide, people here would miss you.
Limbo is when both parts, the sick and the well part of you are equally strong, that's how I picture it.