imperfectionsrme
15-05-2011, 04:23 AM
Ok, I don't know if this belongs here or even if it will make any sense once I type it out here... But I am so confused and I just wish someone could give me some answers...
I have been experiencing involuntary movements and blurting our weird stuff for a good while now... I went to see the invluntary movement specialist the other day. I and the general neurologist I had seen thought that it could be possible that I might have had tourettes, but the specialist I saw said that she doesn't think I do. She said that she thinks I need to see the psychiatrist there because she thinks my tics are probably psychological, due to depression, anxiety, etc. She mentioned a personality disorder at one point, but didn't really go into it.
I was told once by the first psych I have ever seen that she thought it was possible that I had bpd, but i didn't really think much of it and ignored her...
I have read a list of symptoms of bpd, and I have to admit that I do have some of them a lot...
But I don't really understand it to be honest. What is it? What does it mean? I go to see the psychiatrist in July, but I am really confused about everything.
And I'm realy worried that maybe she's right. Maybe this is actually from anxiety or my depression or something. I've been trying to bury the feelings and symptoms of my depression for a while, but I don't know if I can ignore it anymore... It worries me to think that this could actually be because of that... I mean, I stopped si right after the tics started...
Idk...
I'm sorry if this isn't the place for this. And I'm sorry if none of this makes sense. I am so confused!
:confused:
I have been experiencing involuntary movements and blurting our weird stuff for a good while now... I went to see the invluntary movement specialist the other day. I and the general neurologist I had seen thought that it could be possible that I might have had tourettes, but the specialist I saw said that she doesn't think I do. She said that she thinks I need to see the psychiatrist there because she thinks my tics are probably psychological, due to depression, anxiety, etc. She mentioned a personality disorder at one point, but didn't really go into it.
I was told once by the first psych I have ever seen that she thought it was possible that I had bpd, but i didn't really think much of it and ignored her...
I have read a list of symptoms of bpd, and I have to admit that I do have some of them a lot...
But I don't really understand it to be honest. What is it? What does it mean? I go to see the psychiatrist in July, but I am really confused about everything.
And I'm realy worried that maybe she's right. Maybe this is actually from anxiety or my depression or something. I've been trying to bury the feelings and symptoms of my depression for a while, but I don't know if I can ignore it anymore... It worries me to think that this could actually be because of that... I mean, I stopped si right after the tics started...
Idk...
I'm sorry if this isn't the place for this. And I'm sorry if none of this makes sense. I am so confused!
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