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[CrepuscularHuman]

Hi so i havent posted on here in a while but just to let you know guys i failed thios week i self harmed because what happened was:
I went to college and my tutor wanted to put me down a level and i didnt want to all because of my anxiety and stuff! :O

However the Pysc is going to check on adult services for me there is a 6 month waiting list :/

im struggling a lot this week and all i want is a massive huggle from people

i feel as if ive come so far and then everything is getting taken away from me again and im not liking it, it happened around this time last year and it wasnt very nice i actually tried killing myself last year and it wasnt a nice expreince i had police surrounding me and it scared me more than helped me to be honest!

all i want to do is have a steady six months where nothing bad happens or nothing too serious like something to do with something i love like college im doing a course i love doing and i just dont want things taking away from me anymore !

ive just started college as well and i feel as though i havent connected with anyone at all i feel as if everything is so overwhelming becauyse i find it really hard to look at people and talk to people but sometimes i like being on me own i dont like people that much not that often anyway. they think im weird because of this but im not i dont think

:( i just feel lost in my own little world right now :(

Thanks for reading this
Steph
x

[MayhemBee]

Just keep strong
: )

[Patch.]

Hey

It sounds like you're having a hard time at the moment, and you're scared 'cause you don't want to end up in such a bad place as you were last year.

6 months is a long time. Perhaps during that 6 months, if you feel like you need someone to talk to, you could ring a helpline like breathing space?

[x-dying-inside-x]

I had to wait a long time for adult services it was over a year.
You need to hang in there and don't give up fighting.

I understand where your coming from about college. I've start 3 new AS's this year and i have found it really hard to conect with new people. It will take time but one day it will just click at college and people will start talking to etc, just remember everyone is in the same boat!
If you wanna talk your more than welcome to pm me anytime!
xxx

[Brittany-xo]

Bonjour !!

[Adril]

Im sure you will connect with people at college soon, sometimes it take a little while for people to gel and form a bond but just be yourself and be strong.