jsthoping
20-09-2010, 06:37 AM
Another path to wellness/ looking forward, healing the past
For twenty-some odd years now, I have hidden the deeper truths of my childhood: One that is littered sexual, verbal and emotional abusive. In August, shorty after my twenty-seventh birthday i began treatment for these troubling moment in my life. As i was waiting for my first meeting with new therapist, I started to write my history of abuse and past relationships- This as you can image was not easy. I had "old demons" rise up from hiding places and they were ripping at my well-being once again. Time past and with a little DBT work the urges of suicide faded. The day came- this it a get everything off my chest and before I knew my 45 minutes was ups... its was HARD but I had some that I never did before.. an understanding that all this BS was not my fault...
For twenty-some odd years now, I have hidden the deeper truths of my childhood: One that is littered sexual, verbal and emotional abusive. In August, shorty after my twenty-seventh birthday i began treatment for these troubling moment in my life. As i was waiting for my first meeting with new therapist, I started to write my history of abuse and past relationships- This as you can image was not easy. I had "old demons" rise up from hiding places and they were ripping at my well-being once again. Time past and with a little DBT work the urges of suicide faded. The day came- this it a get everything off my chest and before I knew my 45 minutes was ups... its was HARD but I had some that I never did before.. an understanding that all this BS was not my fault...