consequential
01-09-2010, 02:41 AM
basically i have no symtoms of mental illness anymore .I went to the doc last night about my sacroidosis and my steriods (i couldnt breathe ) and he was like ,Oh I have never heard of anyone having psychosis without there being an underlying condition.
I have had no other doc comment on anything like this.I have read Im supp to be shziophrenic but the more I think about this the more how crazy I think it is .
Im totally fine.I mean havent felt weird in ages.
I know ppl who are schzio say .,Oh im not a schzio but I swear like I have no symptoms.
I do have terrible dreams though ,in which I am psychotic ,everyone hates me and I want to kill myself.Then I wake up and for a half an hour Im freaked out.But I mean dreams ,in all fairness are not reality.
I havent been to the psych in agggges.I have no need to go .Now that Im on steroids Im supp to be at risk of a breakdown.I have a very stressful job and Im fine.
I mean ,why did I ever listen to any of these doctors.They are pure scaremongers for real.I want to stop taking the meds but know no one will let me.I am very very overweight and need to stop them.
I dont know what the point of this post was ,I just wanted to say stuff
I have had no other doc comment on anything like this.I have read Im supp to be shziophrenic but the more I think about this the more how crazy I think it is .
Im totally fine.I mean havent felt weird in ages.
I know ppl who are schzio say .,Oh im not a schzio but I swear like I have no symptoms.
I do have terrible dreams though ,in which I am psychotic ,everyone hates me and I want to kill myself.Then I wake up and for a half an hour Im freaked out.But I mean dreams ,in all fairness are not reality.
I havent been to the psych in agggges.I have no need to go .Now that Im on steroids Im supp to be at risk of a breakdown.I have a very stressful job and Im fine.
I mean ,why did I ever listen to any of these doctors.They are pure scaremongers for real.I want to stop taking the meds but know no one will let me.I am very very overweight and need to stop them.
I dont know what the point of this post was ,I just wanted to say stuff