Giving up !

[recovery_is_possible_]

Hey I feel so bad posting on here but I really don't know what to do . I have been trying so hard all day for my best mate and I really don't know if I can .
It's feels like there are two different sides to me- one side is plotting suicide whereas the other side is crying for help.

I have no reason to live
I wonder if I'll submit this before I kill myself?

Here goes.

I'm trying.

Help

[one_step_closer]

I'm sorry that you're having such a difficult time, but it's good that there is still a part of you that wants help. Please support that part to grow stronger by seeking out help. You seem to have two options; life or death. If you choose death you can't come back and try something else but if you choose life there are so many things to try and death will always be there for you to (although i'm sure that with time it would no longer be an option for you.) What has been happening to cause these feelings? Can your friend support you in getting the help that you need and deserve? I'm sure that there are many reasons for you to live but when you are in such a low place it is difficult to see them.

Please don't make any big decisions while you are thinking this way. Everything seems hopeless right now because you are in a low mood, just as when you are overly happy things seem great. The best time to make decisions is when your mood is neutral. Suicide could go horribly wrong and you'd be left with a physical illness as well as psychological pain. You have lots of options; phone a helpline, talk to your doctor, go to your local hospital, speak to your local crisis team if there is one in your area. Live. Life gives you the chance to feel better, death doesn't. I'm here for you, please keep talking to us.

[havealittlefaith]

babee you know im here for you always and forever and i mean it i love you so much your like my big sis and i will try to help you as much as i can you know if i could i would take all your pain away you gotta keep fighting i know you can get through this. much love to you.xx

[recovery_is_possible_]

Thanks to both of you for replying .
I'm trying ever so hard but last time I felt like this k got
sectioned . I know I need to talk to someone I have phoned the crisis team and they really wernt helpful as usual . I need to try not to do anything but I don't know if I can .
I so just need a hug and someone to tell me it will all b alright
thanks
Mich x

[havealittlefaith]

-hugs u tightly and never lets go-
babee can you not talk to your doctor??
if you feel like doing anything just text or call me babee and we can talk okai??
it will be alright in the end but it may take time
x x x x x x

[Diamonds.]

You never need to give up.
There is ALWAYS a way to solve your problems, however hard it seems.
You need to go to your doctors for more help.
Chin up.
x