unhappy birthday

[I Miss You]

well today is my birthday...

its been depressing..the one person who i wish that would say happy birthday..my best freind..he's dead:crying:

and its my fault..i should have protected him...

birthdays just are not the same anymore for me...they never will be again.

i just dont want to look forward to another miserable year...

i just want to die...i should be dead..i derserve to be dead

i cant fight anymore....it doesnt matter...

i will shut up now:crying:

[suspendeddisconnect]

*hugs* it's not your fault. i'm sure you couldn't have prevented it. i'm sorry things are so hard for you. do you have a counselor or someone else you could talk to? keep fighting, you're strong and you will make it through this.

[Tig]

*Hugs*

Sorry you are having such a bad day. I am sure your friends death was not your fault, sometimes no matter how much we protect someone other things get in the way. Is there anyone you can talk to?
We are all here for you honey. xx

[lydia.]

heya,
i'm sorry to hear that this year you didn't enjoy a day that should be special every year. you deserve much more than this.
but suicide is never the answer. think of everything that you could dream of being possible for you in the next year, it's possible. but you need to be here, you need to stay strong to reach it. you never know what's around the corner, nobody does, but you have to wait and see. you won't feel like this forever, it's not worth throwing your whole life away over.
i'm sorry that you lost your close friend, is there anyone else you feel close to & trust that you could talk to about how you've been feeling?
*squishes*

[I Miss You]

im done:crying:

[Tig]

What's happened sweetheart? x

[I Miss You]

im done:crying: