Hi

[xanthismom]

Well today i relapsed big time i od and self harmed and spent the night in A&E i am totally knackerd and feel like c**p not slept in 24hrs either i dont know why i relapsed but everything just got to much for me with my new boyfriend and insecurities i have bpd so i think all these things are pretty normal but im really strugging with distracting myself and getting over the panic if he does not txt for a few hrs or call for a day or 2 please helpo i feel very alone and scared i totally fed up of life i really cant go on at the moment

[im_the_kid_that_falls]

*hugs*
Im sorry to hear you are struggling so much right now!
Does your boyfriend know about this and that you have bpd?
Could you talk to soeone about how you are feeling to let some of it out?
I am here to listen to you!
x-x-x-x-x-x

[midnight_rose]

*hugs*
Is it possible to talk to your boyfriend about your insecurites? Or maybe talk to a doctor/close friend about these feelings?
Stay strong honey, you're not alone.
PM me anytime.
xxxx

[88shelz]

im sorry things have gone downhill for you
did you get much help at the hospital?