Reasons to stop
I want to stop so i can stop lying and hurting the ones i love .
I want to stop so i can feel real emotions again not the distorted ones sh gives meh.
i want to stop for thoose who i have lost
i want to stop so i can greve for all of u so i can sit think reflect without this new scar appearing across my face, chest or neck
i want to make thoose still aorund proud of meh
i want to see the light again and not be covered in this blackned darkness
i want to feel lyk i have something to live for again !
I want this smile on my face to be real.
i want to love and not hate
i want to feel lyk im worth something, i want to feel that i have achieved something
i wan to be and feel the way people see meh and think i am
i want to make my tutor proud
i want so much not to let anyone down
i wan to stop feeling lyk im different
i want to lok bak on my life and feel proud
most of all i want to stop being so self absorbed- SH makes meh feel lyk im always thinking about myself and not the others