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Old 14-06-2007, 11:06 AM   #1
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Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - I dont know what to do

Hey all,
I'm struggling so much just now. Everything that happened... and now the one person i trust is leaving... what is the point in my trusting anyone.

My flashbacks are seemingly worse and im having panic attacks in class. I could just be sittign there.. then there he is.. doing it all again, touching and... i can't cope with it... i hate him.. i hate him..

All i want to do is help my mates but i cant cope with this im surviving on about 3 hrs sleep a night, it's too little.

i just want to kill myself... is there any point me living anymore.. ive tried my best... everyone leaves me and walks away... once again im alone

im sorry for the rant i had to talk

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Old 14-06-2007, 01:33 PM   #2
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*agrees with above post*
please dont kill yourself things will improve, life gets better and we move on, no matter how much pain youre feeling right now you wont always be feeling like this.
*squishes*
please look after yourself
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Old 15-06-2007, 02:18 PM   #3
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Hey Babe!

You are sooooooooo special to me, I love you sis! If bec's hadn't have had those girly moments then who knows what I would be like now, because of you I have finally spoken out and yer I sometimes regret doing it but then I look @ how far you have come and that spears me on! I love you so much and altho I'm moving I'm still only at the end of the phone, call me or txt me @ anytime, even 2a.m! My mobile is always on!!! Even at church! You are soooooo special to me and I love you loads! Thank you for yesterday and thank you for all the other days, thank you for being you!

Love you always,
Sister Ami

and ps... I'm STILL not a nun! =P ohh and POG!



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Old 17-06-2007, 12:29 AM   #4
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i know how you feel
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For those lives that tear at the seams
We know… we’re not what we’ve seen

For this dance we’ll move with each other
There ain’t no other step than one foot
Right in front of the other

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