Triggering (ED) - arghh

[nowhereman]

I decided yeaterday I was going to get better, that I didn't want to be think if it meant being sick. Yet I can't seem to eat. I made myself eat yesterday, not much but some safe foods. Today I've eaten once and just can't eat. It's like I have a choice between getting better or getting worse and I'm torn between the two. I don't know what to do.

[Keep Smiling]

*cuddles*it is so great that you are wanting to get better! it will be hard at first because you will be changing a huge part of your very suddenly,, try taking it in small steps, do it at a pace that suits you. are you having any help/support with this at the moment?

look after yourself.

lucy.
x x x

[browneyedgal]

*hugs*

im sorry hunni i'm rubbish for advice at the mo, but just wanted say well done for trying sweeti. :)

[lydia.]

I know it's tough Nikki, but keep fighting. It'll be worth it in the end
*squish*

[ashlee_118]

*hugs* well done on deciding to get better its the first step to getting better and a huge one at that. as summer stars said (gave lots of good advice) stick to safe foods that way you can still get some of what your body needs without feeling to bad about eating it. hang in there hun you can get through this.
Ash xxx

[Psiren]

Well done on deciding to get better, that's awesome =].
Just try to take everything in small steps. You can do this.
*hugs*

[nowhereman]

I can't do it, I don't want to be sick but I can't eat more than once a day. I'm sorry. You've all been so kind to me and I feel I've let you down.

[ashlee_118]

Nikki your not letting any of us down, zaza and summer rain have given good adivce just keep listening to the part of you that wants to get better and keep fighting. take care
Ash xxx