lots of us here right now so if typing changing that is why. sorry.
papa (dads dad) passed away 3 days of christmas last yr dec 28.
-scarey but this yr that is the day mom is getting her first dose of stronger chemo =( -
we realized somehow we lost time when papa died that day. at the time we thought we remembered it all but well last week we spoke to day about that day in the hospital. we remember looking at him and sadie ( one of us inside) wanting to go talk to dr or nurse.
then we remember mom telling us it was time to go. we remember him smiling from ear to ear at aly.. he alwqays lit up seeing her,, she is his only great granddaughter.
anyhow dont even remember if we spoke to him or told him we loved him.
seemed we were only there for 10-15 min before left. but dad and hubby both say we were there about an hour and we did talk to him..
no one told us what we said to him tho. =/
I hope we at least told him we loved him,-L (cries)
one thing that really makes me upset and cry is that dad says papa didnt smile at aly like that.. he was smiling at ME like that
i cant seem to get papa outta my mind.. last year was the last christmas we had with him. he was happy and energetic and kept saying" this is the best christmas ever".. ithnik he musta knew it would be his last..
i shoulda spend more time with him that day but i wasnt feeling good.. how selfish of me. =(
i miss him..........
3 days later he had a hemmorrage internally and passed away 15 min after we left the hospital to visit him =(
papa- i love you so much and i really really miss you. im glad you are finally with granny again where you desrve to be since she is/was the love of your life.
im sorry i wasnt there more for you.
just know youre missed VERY much.
i love and miss you.
i lovs yu papa =..(