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Old 21-11-2009, 12:02 PM   #1
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Triggering (Suicide) - im a evil worthless person and i want to die

i should be dead.i should never have been born.kill this evil flesh and set my soul to go to hell where i belong.this world is torture,mabye thats why im here,because i deserve it,i deserve to be tortured,so im alive.if there were mercy for me,i never would have been born in the first place,the very fact of my existience is a torment to me and i never wanted it.my life is a nightmare,throw it to the crows and let them pick it apart and eat my soul.my soul is evil,i should never have been created,i should never have been allowed to come into being.i want to cut giant bloody holes into myself and get rid of it.get rid of everything.i want my brain to disintergrate,never to rise again,never to do harm to anyone ever again.the end,finto,goodbye.i wish there was a way i could make it so i was never born.i hate myself and my life and i want to die

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Old 21-11-2009, 01:00 PM   #2
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No. This is not what you are. If you have enough feelings to type this out and put down yourself this way,proves you are not what you think. Do you mind explaining what it is that caused so much hate upon yourself?life....it's a journey sometimes we hit a smooth road ,now you are on a bumpy road.... Believe in yourself and hold it out until the smooth road comes again...you deserve love and respect,something you need to give to yourself and allow yourself to deserve good things. You are a great person.
Yes you deserve a place in the world,and you mean the whole world to someone

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Old 21-11-2009, 03:40 PM   #3
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hi Drew. sorry you feel so bad. why do you think you're evil? i don't think you can be evil because you're human and no person's completely evil. but i understand if you don't see things that way at the moment, when your head hates you it's hard to see things the way other people do.




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Old 21-11-2009, 08:10 PM   #4
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I've been in 'that place', or similar, and I know how intensely painful it is.

Can you say some more about the torture that you feel?

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Old 25-11-2009, 08:49 AM   #5
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please god kill me now before i burden/dissapoint/hurt another person

i cant do this anymore

im a awful terrible person...my best freind is dead..and it should have been me instead...

i should have protected him..and i couldnt...

grrrrrr..i just want out..i have failed sooooo many ppl

im sorry Russell..please forgive me....

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Old 25-11-2009, 09:41 AM   #6
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i doubt you're a burden or a disappointment to people. it's not your fault your friend died. i'm sorry you couldn't protect him but that doesn't mean you've failed. is this why you're feeling so low? is there anyone IRL you can tak to about it?




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Old 06-12-2009, 10:23 AM   #7
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i dont have anyone i can talk to....

i was caught up in my own self destructive bullshit to see what was really going on.

he was my best freind and i couldnt help him

im so done

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