Lonely... Don't know what to do
i can't tell anyone i'm unhappy. they wouldn't understand. whenever i try to tell people, they seem to no longer care or only brush it off. and i understand that in a way. because i really don't deserve to be unhappy. i just am so unhappy and so lonely. i hate my fucked up, boring ass personality. i hate who i am. and i'm not making any friends in college. my old friends have moved on from me. i have no idea what to do.
i want to make myself more social, but no one seems interested or to care. i don't know what to do. i have so much unhappiness and sadness inside me, but no one wants that. so i'm trying so hard to be happy, but it's not working. what can i do? what can i do to change myself? can someone please help me? i feel like i'm falling apart.