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Old 13-10-2007, 04:16 PM   #81
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I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.






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Old 13-10-2007, 07:58 PM   #82
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How did you get here
Nobody's supposed to be here
I've tried that love thing for the last time
My heart said no, no
Nobody's suppose to be here
But you came along and changed my mind
(my mind, my mind)

I've spent all my life
On a search to find
The love who'll stay for eternity
That heaven sent to fulfill my needs
But when I turn around
Again love has knocked me down
My heart got broke and oh it hurts so bad
I'm sad to say love wins again

2 - So I placed my heart under lock and key
To take some time and take care of me
But I turn around and you're standing here

How did you get here
Nobody's supposed to be here
I've tried that love thing for the last time
My heart said no, no
Nobody's suppose to be here
But you came along and changed my mind

This time I swear I'm through
But if only you knew
How many times I've said those words
Then fall again, when will I ever learn
Knowing these tears I cry
This lovely black butterfly
Must take a chance
And spread my wings
Love can make ya do some crazy things

So I placed my heart under lock and key
To take some time and take care of me
But I turn around and you're standing here

How did you get here
Nobody's supposed to be here
I've tried that love thing for the last time
My heart said no, no
Nobody's suppose to be here
But you came along and changed my mind




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Even if it's a fake one. Used properly, you can
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Old 13-10-2007, 08:21 PM   #83
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Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a **** if I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
Ive reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a **** if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying

I cant go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a **** if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying

I cant go on living this way
Cant go on
Living this way
Nothings alright

Papa Roach - Last Resort




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Even if it's a fake one. Used properly, you can
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Old 13-10-2007, 10:21 PM   #84
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Crawling-Linkin Park

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real


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Old 14-10-2007, 12:07 AM   #85
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Wait
I'm coming undone
Irate
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
One looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
One looks so strong
So delicate

Coming Undone- Korn





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Old 14-10-2007, 01:51 AM   #86
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Untitled-Simple Plan

I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remeber how I cant remember why I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me, I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere run, the night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done no I can't

How could this happen to me, I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere run, the night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere run, the night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

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Old 14-10-2007, 03:37 AM   #87
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Father of mine
Tell me where have you been
You know I just closed my eyes
My whole world disappeared
Father of mine
Take me back to the day
When I was still your golden boy
Back before you went away

I remember blue skies
Walking the block
I loved it when you held me high
I loved to hear you talk
You would take me to the movie
You would take me to the beach
You would take me to a place inside
That is so hard to reach

Father of mine
Tell me where did you go
You had the world inside your hand
But you did not seem to know
Father of mine
Tell me what do you see
When you look back at your wasted life
And you dont see me

I was ten years old
Doing all that I could
It wasnt easy for me
To be a scared white boy
In a black neighborhood
Sometimes you would send me a birthday card
With a five dollar bill
I never understood you then
And I guess I never will

Daddy gave me a name
My dad he gave me a name
Then he walked away
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
My daddy gave me a name

Daddy gave me a name
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
My daddy gave me a name

Father of mine
Tell me where have you been
I just closed my eyes
And the world disappeared
Father of mine
Tell me how do you sleep
With the children you abandoned
And the wife I saw you beat

I will never be safe
I will never be sane
I will always be weird inside
I will always be lame
Now Im a grown man
With a child of my own
And I swear Im not going to let her know
All the pain I have known

Then he walked away
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
My dad gave me a name

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I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in

And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light
On a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say
Put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
Well, he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here
And your friends have left
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I
I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
We can put the past away

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Can you put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand...



Just one more day....




Children, don't stop dancin', believe you can fly away

"Pain has never been so brillian, i made sure you were buckled in, now you can walk hand in hand, hand in hand with Him."

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Old 14-10-2007, 06:02 AM   #88
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I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware.



After all this has passed,
i still will remain
After i've cried my last,
there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain

PM me anytime for anything <3


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Old 14-10-2007, 06:35 PM   #89
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broken bruised forgotten sore
too ****ed up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too ****ed up to care anymore




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Old 14-10-2007, 08:03 PM   #90
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You swear you recall nothing at all
That could make you come back down
You made up your mind to leave it all behind
Now you're forced to fight it out

You fall away from your past
But it's following you

You left something undone, it's now your rerun
It's the one you can't erase
You should have made it right, so you wouldn't have to fight
To put a smile back on your face

You fall away from your past
But it's following you

You fall away

Something I've done that I can't outrun
Maybe you should wait maybe you should run
But there's something you've said that can't be undone

And you fall away from your past
But It's following you

You fall away
It's following you

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And you know and you know
'Cos my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow so before
I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong







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Old 14-10-2007, 08:17 PM   #91
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Dirty little secret,
Dirty little lies.
Say your prayers and comb your hair,
Save your soul tonight.

Drift among the faithful,
Bury your desires.
Aberrations fill your head,
You need a place to hide
And I am...

Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Do you remember me?

Chorus:

When your world’s come crashing down
I want to relive.
(Your god ain't looking down on me!)

I’m not Jesus,
Jesus wasn’t fair!

You confess it all away,
But it’s only **** to me
(Your god ain't looking down on me!)

I’m not Jesus,
I will not forgive!


No I won’t!
No I won’t.

I thought you were a good man,
I thought you talked to god.
You hippocratic, messianic, and child abusing-turned-satanic.

Do you remember me?
Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Do you remember?

Do you remember?

Chorus:

When your own world comes undone,
Let me be the one to say:
(Your god ain't looking down on me!)

"I’m not Jesus,
You can’t run away!"

And the innocence you spoiled
Found a way to live.
(Your god ain't looking down on me!)

I’m not Jesus
I will not forgive!


I won’t forgive.
I won’t do whatever you want to.
I won’t forgive.
I won’t do whatever you want to.

Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Not the same as I used to be!
Oh, do you remember me?

Nooooooo!

Chorus:

When your world’s come crashing down,
I want to relive
(Your god ain't looking down on me!)

I’m not Jesus,
Jesus wasn’t fair!

You confess it all away,
But it’s only **** to me!
(Your god ain't looking down on me!)

I'm not Jesus,
I will not,
I’m not Jesus,
I will not forgive!

Oh, I will not forgive, yeahyeah!
No, I will not forgive!



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Old 14-10-2007, 08:30 PM   #92
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Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born




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Old 14-10-2007, 08:37 PM   #93
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Give me a shot to remember
and you can take all the pain away from me......




Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are


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Old 14-10-2007, 08:53 PM   #94
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stand in the rain
stand ur ground
stand up when its all crashing down
just stand thro the pain you wont drowned
and one day whats lost can be found
just stand in the rain.

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Old 14-10-2007, 10:34 PM   #95
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Don't you breathe for me
Undeserving of your sympathy
Cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry
For what I've done

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Old 14-10-2007, 10:39 PM   #96
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was I left behind?
Someone tell me, tell me I survived.
Don't look so surprised that I'm home, but just for tonight.
With rough hands and sore eyes
so don't speak, I am tired.
Let's just live through this lie.

She says I swear too much,
she says a lot of things,
well I'd swear every other word if I could
for her I'll make an attempt.
Sometimes love isn't about how much someone suits you
but how much you're willing to change to suit them.

All my bones are dust,
(Two people too damaged too much too late)
and my heart's sealed with rust.
(Two people too damaged too much too late)
These hands will always be rough.
(Two people too damaged too much too late)
I know this won't count for much.
(Two people too damaged too much too late)


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Old 14-10-2007, 11:24 PM   #97
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Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free

The show must go on, the show must go on, yeah
Oooh, inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking, but my smile... still stays on

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Old 15-10-2007, 04:31 PM   #98
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even though nobody's looking
she's falling apart.






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Old 15-10-2007, 04:39 PM   #99
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I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you




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Old 15-10-2007, 04:48 PM   #100
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take me home
so far away from here
take me slow
i can't stand one more year
take my breath away
wake me up today




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