I have been a non-swimmer for so long that it’s almost become a point of pride. But recently I’ve been wanting to learn. Mainly because of the exercise, the full body workout. And the peace. My main problems are:
1) a lack of arm-leg co-ordination- I can’t dance, either.
2) a fear of anything that involves a prolonged inability to draw breath.
3) the general embarrassment.
4) Being really ashamed of some of my scars.
On holiday to Herperduin with my family last week, I decided to fight my fear. I bought a swimming costume from
http://www.modestlyactive.com/ Modestly Active . The staff were amazing- one let my parents go to collect the costume from her house after the store had closed. It covers my arms and, with adjustment, down to my knees rather than ankles.
I let my brother (15) and sister (10) teach me to swim. I haven’t learned. I know
how it works, but haven’t quite mastered it in action. I’l try again, til my splashy panicked quarter-length becomes a half-length and I can splash without panic. Perseverance.
thanks!
