Ahh how i missed the queendom!
Hi guys, not sure if many people remember me as i changed my name (a while ago!) used to be AnotherPlaceToFall aka Gemz :)
Xx
I'm glad for your news, I really hope this flat will be better than the one you are in now as I know you've had problems with it!
Maya will be very happy to have more room to play too I bet!
Congratulations :)
And well done on making all those jars!
I could never do that, so should be proud of yourself for having such a talent!
How are you today?
How is everyone today?
I hope everyone remembers to breathe and be gentle with yourself, and to be good to yourselves, you deserve to be treated well, and that includes by yourself!
x
I told a friend how little I've been eating... I'm so scared. So, so scared they'll take that away
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
Hi sorry people are having rough time. I'm really struggling with shame and guilt right now. Feel hardly able to keep myself together too. I'm sorry little Cloud and Gemz I'm kind useless at support right now. X
Maybe little cloud, if you are putting yourself in danger by eating so little then maybe its the best for people to take that away from you. I know it gives a sense of order amongst chaos and control amongst powerlessness but maybe you need to work on these things in order to feel in control of your life again in a more healthy and productive way. xx (sorry, read that back and there's a lot of ''maybe's'' in there, lol!)
*hugs* to uglyducklin i know how rough it is to live with shame and guilt
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Hey everyone, I remember the queendom! How is everyone feeling now? Always take good care of yourselves and tell the bad thoughts and feelings where to go.
i was thinking about the ED forum while i was hoovering earlier (i know, you're all jealous of my incredible thursday afternoon, right?) and i suddenly remembered my queendom. dunno who else remembers it, but it was the queendom of randomness, and kessa, sarah and fluffy (if i remember rightly) were my princesses. i was also thinking that a lot of people on the board were oretty down at the moment, so i've decided: the queendom is to be reinstated. anyone can join, and there are very few rules (i made these up while i was hoovering too): 1. everyone can post as much (or as little) as they want.
2. you can post whatever you want - song lyrics, thoughts, quotes, random facts, general stuff - i don't mind.
3. please please please - no 'thinspiring' posts or anything like that. i know that around 99.99999% of you won't, but i really want a nice happy cheerful fun thread
4. anyone who particularly wants one can have a title. we already have a few princesses, but as yet no king, no princes and no other noble type people. so, applications on a postcard (or failing that, in a reply) please.
and on that note:
get posting!
lots of love,
queen esther xxx
Would be really good to see a happy thread back in the ed board
When we lose twenty pounds... we may be losing the twenty best pounds we have! We may be losing the pounds that contain our genius, our humanity, our love and honesty. ~Woody Allen
Is a chocolate muffin loving glitter ball
& thank you for posting what Esther wrote,, I was thinking about putting the name idea but then I figured it may single some members out, say if they don't get a name... Just an idea.
Well we all have choices in life which includes the choice of whether or not to have a title. If you don't want one thats cool and if you do want one thats cool too, thats what I reckon anyway!
I'd love to be a princess with my long blonde hair, a bit like rapunsel (now I haven't a clue how to spell that so if you know correct me please!) in the top of her tower!
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
I just got in from work. can never sleep for a few hours after a late shift but im meant to be doing a presentation for uni tomorrow...im also not very good with presentations so tomorrow could be interesting!
Hope everyone is ok!
xx
I'd love to be a princess with my long blonde hair, a bit like rapunsel (now I haven't a clue how to spell that so if you know correct me please!) in the top of her tower!
My little nephew told me just the other day that my hair is like Rapunzel's! He's so cute. Mine is long and red though.
Well I have a day out planned with a good friend tomorrow, I'm too excited to sleep and I've to be up in 2 hours whoops!
Maybe little cloud, if you are putting yourself in danger by eating so little then maybe its the best for people to take that away from you. I know it gives a sense of order amongst chaos and control amongst powerlessness but maybe you need to work on these things in order to feel in control of your life again in a more healthy and productive way. xx (sorry, read that back and there's a lot of ''maybe's'' in there, lol!)
I don't know... I do need to work through them and even adding similar foods to my safe foods- dried cranberries instead of grapes- is agony at the moment. I'm hoping I get some more counselling soon. I went to the doctor yesterday. It was pretty nerve-wracking and I came out to some friends about what I have been doing. I feel bad about that because there's nothing they can do
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
They can be there for you, support you, care for and about you and be people/someone to listen and care. They may not have answers or solutions or even understand that much but I don't think that matters too much if they are there for you.
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE