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Old 05-12-2013, 04:40 PM   #123521
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America doesn't have MH teams unfortunately. I do have two therapists, but I just can't release everything in front of them. I feel too pressured to stay inside this little tiny bubble and only let out lies and fake smiles. I really just need to go somewhere where I can get out of the bubble and let people see what is truly wrong with me, so we can fix it...



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Old 05-12-2013, 05:17 PM   #123522
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Katie, that's quite possible that I'm just getting really run-down. Unfortunately though, I won't have a break from it all for another week or two :(



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Old 05-12-2013, 06:14 PM   #123523
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Alexia; Could you maybe write to them explaining everything and let them read it? That's what helped me break my bubble.

Sasha; try to do nice and relaxing things when you can. Nothing is worth getting ill over.



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Old 05-12-2013, 06:18 PM   #123524
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Really been struggling with dissacosiation today :(

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Old 05-12-2013, 06:26 PM   #123525
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Katie, that's what I did too... wrote my therapist a 4 page letter... lol

I'm gonna try to take a bubble bath to relax either Friday night or Saturday night. But that's about the only relaxing thing I can do the next couple of weeks :/



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Old 05-12-2013, 07:04 PM   #123526
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I dunno... I'm scared they'll put me in a psych ward... Cause that's where I wanna be, but I don't wanna go yet... I wanna do General Studies in college first...



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Old 06-12-2013, 03:39 AM   #123527
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I wish I could add to the moods
like how about
bitter
or
destructive.

those are some good moods i'd like to add to the mood thing
because im feeling very bitter



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And there's so many things that I want you to know..
I won't give up till it's over, if it takes you forever I want you to know that...If you fall, stumble down,
I'll pick you up off the ground. If you lose faith in you,
I'll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won't give up
'cause I'll be waiting if you fall,
you know, I'll be there for you." -Save You by Simple Plan

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Old 06-12-2013, 11:10 AM   #123528
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Hope everyone is ok tonight?
((((Alexia)))) why do you want to be in a psych ward?



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Old 06-12-2013, 11:21 AM   #123529
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I feel like I can't get better emotionally out here. I have been in therapy for months and my moods are only getting scarier.



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Old 06-12-2013, 12:59 PM   #123530
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((((Alexia)))) sometimes things get better before they get worse. I used to think I just wanted to be a teacher before finding a more emotionally stable place but find it much easier now I have worked through some of the feelings.
Have you spoken to your counsellor about your fears that you're only getting worse? Perhaps talking about different approaches to therapy or looking at going on medication might help. I've never had inpatient treatment, but I think it's truly up to you because what helps us is so individual. These are just my thoughts- hope you find something in them that helps, but if you don't like a suggestion don't worry. I don't judge



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Old 06-12-2013, 01:04 PM   #123531
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We are planning to put me on medication, but I don't think it's enough. The medication will only hide the problem for a little while. I would really like a fix that is long-term even if it takes a while to get there.



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Old 06-12-2013, 02:12 PM   #123532
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Meds might help to fix the problem too- like a cast helps a broken bone to mend. My meds have helped a lot and I struggled quite hard before I began to take them. I guess what I mean is try not to get too fixed on one solution. Every little bit helps, right? *Hugs* I know how I felt when things were similar for me. Hope you can hang in there



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Old 06-12-2013, 04:35 PM   #123533
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Well, I do wants the meds, too. I just don't think it'll be enough for me.



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Old 06-12-2013, 08:28 PM   #123534
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It's been a long time.. Please can I have some support? :'(

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Old 06-12-2013, 09:38 PM   #123535
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Hey Paper. Welcome back then :) sorry no one was about. You can always get support. If you wanna talk you can PM me :)



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Old 06-12-2013, 09:55 PM   #123536
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I'm so triggered. I'm living back where the abuse happened. I…can't

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Old 06-12-2013, 10:11 PM   #123537
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*gives you teddy*
Tbat must be very difficult. Are you unable to stay anywhere else? Can you do something to distract yourself?
x x x



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Old 06-12-2013, 10:15 PM   #123538
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*cuddles teddy* Thankyou… i'm here

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Old 06-12-2013, 10:20 PM   #123539
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*cries* I can't stay anywhere else. I'm stuck


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Old 06-12-2013, 10:34 PM   #123540
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*hugs you* (If that's okay)

Can you speak to your husband? I don't know what time it is for you but maybe go out somewhere?



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