I cannot move in with Family , doing so would remove me from the housing list.
I live in a national park and don't drive , next nearest village is 5-6 miles away on a road with no footpath and a 60 mile hour speed limit on the main road across South Wales.
I've not slept in about 30 hours as my head won't hush up.
I was so distraught last night as my head was so noisy I texted my Social Worker about 8 times telling him he has 2 weeks to get me a flat in my families village , no excuses . He is going to be unhappy with me.
It's not just the kids , It's waiting for the DBT letter , Needing an X-ray , Being let down by someone who I considered a friend ( I was due to go for a cuppa and 30 minutes company yesterday ) She said she would let me know when to go , I sat for hours , No TV , No Music and stared at messenger and Texts , I'm still waiting . It really hurts , We had 2-3 conversations in 2 years , that does kinda make her a very close friend. I thought so at least.
My Partner keeps me going. But she has the same diagnosis as me and I cannot continue to load this on her.
I could write a Thesis on how I feel , well not a thesis as I'm not so bright but I could moan.