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Old 01-10-2011, 11:07 PM   #19221
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Dad, I could converse with you on an adult level now, I wish you were here. I could talk to you, I could share who I am with you, I could cuddle you and feel your arms around me. I know it's pathetic because I'm 25, and have lived without you since I was 8. But I still miss you.

I wish you were here.






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Old 01-10-2011, 11:43 PM   #19222
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So, I'll be getting my meds. No cold turkey for now, that's good. I'll just keep on taking them, for the fucking rest of my life, because apparently that's the only way I can ever be okay. No cutting, that's good. Wanting to live, that's good. But when I try to imagine my future, I still come up blank.









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Old 01-10-2011, 11:51 PM   #19223
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Quit messing with everybody's lives. And no- you caused your marriage to "fall apart." Don't blame it on anything else.

I hate how you're giving crap to my sister. I hate it hate it hate it. She's thinking about moving out here to live with dad and I. Quit lying to her. She's not that stupid.

And don't even go so far as to think I'll ever want to move back in with you. I won't. Now stop sending me emails, quit calling, don't send letters anymore. Don't check my messages, caller history, or any of that. I'm pushing you out of my life. I don't want you back in.

Then by the way- yeah, I think I've been right after all to look that stuff up. I think you fall into that category. At least to some extent.
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C, I'm sorry she's doing this to you. Just know you can always send a message or call when you need. Don't feel bad for venting. It's completely understandable. Miss you so much. *big hug*



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Old 02-10-2011, 02:28 AM   #19224
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You're such a fucking dick. Where did you go? You're a cold and heartless bastard now.





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Old 02-10-2011, 02:48 AM   #19225
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I sometimes wish people could read my mind and know. Most of the time though I wish I was not so fucking pathetic.





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Old 02-10-2011, 09:34 PM   #19226
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I simply cannot believe that you lie about this, it's utterly disgusting and you should be ashamed.





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Old 02-10-2011, 10:58 PM   #19227
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It's ie not y. Get it straight.



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Old 02-10-2011, 11:21 PM   #19228
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Trying to be alluring is failing, it's amusing, it's sad though really.





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Old 03-10-2011, 12:39 AM   #19229
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I find it funny how ever since I decided to leave this site, I've been more or less attached to it.



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 03-10-2011, 12:59 AM   #19230
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why is it so hard to pick up the phone and say , 'Help me"?

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Old 03-10-2011, 03:38 AM   #19231
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While you've been away thinking so have I. The more I think about it the more I realize you're killing me. Waiting on you worrying about you thinking about you. It was killing me. But I let you go, and I'm strong. I'm done with you. Don't text me on newyears because I won't answer.



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Old 03-10-2011, 03:54 AM   #19232
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Sometimes it's as though having people who say they "care" is more of a curse than a blessing -.-



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Old 03-10-2011, 12:02 PM   #19233
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I pretend like it doesn't bother me but it does. Sometimes I wonder if it would just be easier if I walked away and never looked back.

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Old 03-10-2011, 03:49 PM   #19234
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My head. The thoughts have it all ready. My head. All planned. My head. The means. The time. The location. My head. I have it all. Just take that final leap. Its all in my head, but its just so real. This time, there is no one to save me.



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Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
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From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything

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Old 03-10-2011, 03:59 PM   #19235
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Why is it never enough? I want it to be enough..but it never is...

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Old 03-10-2011, 04:04 PM   #19236
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please be okay. ive only just got you back. please. i love you.



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Old 03-10-2011, 05:15 PM   #19237
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If people don't want to talk to me they only have to say so, instead of ignoring me, it's not hard, I'm not going to be difficult. I'm just going to hide away and shut the fuck up, my words do anything but good.




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Old 03-10-2011, 08:00 PM   #19238
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I feel like... everything. Everything is wrong, I try so hard but i don't feel like Im pleasing you. I slipped up, who cares? I'm fucking trying. Im fucking trying to keep everyone happy. I will get a text later asking if we can meet up, but i cant meet you, have him smile, see her, train and do work! I don't have enough time and I don't know what I'm supposed to do :'(

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Old 03-10-2011, 10:16 PM   #19239
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You didn't need to see that -.- I'm sorry. And I'm going to keep being sorry. Gah, I'm so pathetic and stupid.



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Old 03-10-2011, 10:28 PM   #19240
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that's right, stare at me as I walk down the hall SMILING. LAUGHING. you don't know anything about me anymore. Don't assume that I need you. You were never a real friend anyway.

Thank you :) I don't know where I would be without you.

Learn from my mistakes, I will be a better sister I promise

I'm sorry for making things hard for you :( I will try harder.

I LOVE YOU :D

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