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Old 26-08-2011, 09:25 PM   #18881
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I feel like such a loser, I can't work, can't study, moving before I started GCSE's meant I had to take GCSE courses in things I didn't know anything about so I have less qualifications than other people. Couldn't finish A levels because I was suicidal.

I feel like I have nothing, know nothing. I'm listening to Beethoven which I really like but feel like I shouldn't listen to it because I'm a fraud, it might make me seem smart but I'm not.





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Old 26-08-2011, 10:27 PM   #18882
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I'm in a bad place right now, I know that. What I don't know is how to change this, everytime I think I've hit bottom I sink deeper and its scary. I've been cutting too much, the cuts hurt so much I feel like I'm going to throw up. I don't want to keep living like this but its the only way I know. I need your help but you don't even notice that I'm struggling, you're my mom...so why won't you help me?



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Old 26-08-2011, 10:37 PM   #18883
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I am absolutely shattered. Today scared me so much, as we both agreed, we're not ready to have a kid and we don't want one, but lying their with you this evening made me sad, I don't know why, it just did :( I guess I am sorry for letting it happen cause I don't want you to feel bad for our mistake :( But you really are incredible, we are so strong, even today couldn't break us. I will never forget this day and the way I felt. I love you. Srsly.

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Old 26-08-2011, 11:00 PM   #18884
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I don't add anything to anyone's life, you say you don't feel trapped but you are. You're trapped looking after me, you haven't had a job all the time you've been with me because I need constant supervision. I'm dragging you down. I just want to be well





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Old 27-08-2011, 03:50 AM   #18885
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S: I love you so much. I really hope things between us work out. You're the best thing that's happened to me in a very long time.

B: You're a better friend than you know. I really hope everything works out for you. I know you'll be happy in the long run.

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Old 27-08-2011, 12:51 PM   #18886
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Do I have to be bleeding for you to care?
I just want you to ask me if all right for once or offer to give me a hug instead of me having to ask, I honestly feel like you only support me because I'm forcing you into it and you have no choice. You do have a choice if you care show it, if you don't then fuck off

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Old 27-08-2011, 04:08 PM   #18887
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I don't feel right, I can't explain it, I don't feel real; I can't be real. My flesh is disgusting, my mind is vile. I don't belong here. I should be dead, I should've fucking died. I hate myself so much and I don't deserve you. I don't deserve anything.



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Old 27-08-2011, 08:01 PM   #18888
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im closer to ending it all today than i have ever been



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Old 27-08-2011, 08:20 PM   #18889
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I hate how I feel :( I hate seeing you like this, it makes me feel so sad, you seem so incapable of doing anything on your own, you seem so lonely and frail, and it just upsets me :( Then I feel bad for not seeing more of you while you're still here, but every time I do I feel upset and scared. I love you Nan, honestly, and I still remember all the stuff we used to do together even if you don't <3

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Old 27-08-2011, 09:41 PM   #18890
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This is a race and I'm falling behind. And I hate you for it.





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Old 27-08-2011, 09:48 PM   #18891
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I wish you wouldn't manipulate me.

I wish you didn't make me feel this way.

I know I am stronger than this. I know I should be over it.

But sometimes I slip.

If only you would just tell me. What is it you want from me?

Or is that all going to be in the past now?

I'd rather just know.



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So many faces I have seen, the futures so bright it can't be seen.
Is any of this even real?



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Old 27-08-2011, 11:45 PM   #18892
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HAHAHA your engaged to that piece of gutter trash you cheated on me for, i hope you suffer as much as you made me suffer.

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Old 28-08-2011, 12:03 AM   #18893
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Please tell me it's going to be ok.
Feeling vulnerable right now & do not like it.


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Old 28-08-2011, 12:11 AM   #18894
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As much as I love you, i kind of hate you right now.

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Old 28-08-2011, 06:08 PM   #18895
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Fuck it.



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Old 28-08-2011, 09:52 PM   #18896
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Yo're hust like himm.



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Old 29-08-2011, 06:20 AM   #18897
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revenge is sweeter than you ever were! <3 :)

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Old 29-08-2011, 07:21 AM   #18898
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I have to stop comparing against you. I am doing just fine, in fact I'm really quite ahead.

Just focus on yourself. You have different circumstances. Don't focus outwardly.

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Old 29-08-2011, 09:09 AM   #18899
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Another panic attack, anyone?


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Old 29-08-2011, 12:14 PM   #18900
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I am so tempted to pour a glass of water over you right now. Get up lazybones! :P

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