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Old 12-07-2011, 10:24 PM   #18401
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I'm sorry, I never recovered.
I pretended just so I could go to university and escape this town & become independent.
Just because I gained a bit of weight doesn't mean I'm "healthy" or "recovered.

In fact, I'm purging loads at the moment, even had many, many episodes of binging&purging in the past year, and I just feel so damn guilty whilst you're sat there unaware & oblivious thinking I conquered it all.

I hope you never find out as I don't want to hurt you.

I love you.



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Old 12-07-2011, 10:52 PM   #18402
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This is so hard, the memories, being here, where all of that happened.

I don't want to wake up, it's just too hard, I need some support, someone to give a shit apart from my Partner, who has the brunt of my illness and who is becoming worn down and tired himself.

I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this





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Old 12-07-2011, 11:10 PM   #18403
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Why don't you help me anymore? you're like K...you're disappearing too.



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Old 13-07-2011, 04:05 AM   #18404
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I miss how it used to be.

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Old 13-07-2011, 07:08 AM   #18405
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I just want to tell you...
I'm on meds. I'm seeing a psych.
I'm getting help.
Because, whether you want to see it or not.
I'm falling apart and I can't keep myself safe anymore.
I just...I wish you understood.

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Old 13-07-2011, 02:32 PM   #18406
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oh it does make me laugh, that it was MY fault that everything turnt to shit yet when i had the guts to say no and walk away and MOVE on with my life and finally be happy, you regret it all.

YOU left me remember? so 4 months down the line you should of moved on and havent? get over your self you stupid little prick!





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Old 13-07-2011, 03:29 PM   #18407
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I'm sorry I'm weird.



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Old 13-07-2011, 04:52 PM   #18408
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sometimes i wonder what would happen if you said you loved me.

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Old 13-07-2011, 05:00 PM   #18409
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I'm very quickly losing my respect for you, Dad.
I thought you were a better person than this.
I thought you were someone I could depend on.
Someone who didn't let me down.

But no.
I thought wrong, didn't I?

I'll never stop loving you, but right now, I despise who you're turning into.

You're breaking your mother's heart, and I'll never forgive you for that.
She's been through too sodding much already.




Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.


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Old 13-07-2011, 05:24 PM   #18410
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i pretend to not
i go to work and keep my mind busy busy
but when i get a moment to myself i think
and i know
i still ache for you
and would give anything for it to be the way it used to be
when i could email or text you whenever and you'd say beautiful things
and id feel safe
i know im better without that type of friendship
and im getting better right now
but thinking of you makes me hurt and its been a year now
i know i will never find someone like you again
i still havent let go of what we were what happened and what we are now



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Old 13-07-2011, 05:49 PM   #18411
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fuck off before i move out.



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but our eyes have like the clouds over the sun
and our lives are paler and poorer if we do not
see them for what they are. If nobody speaks of
remarkable things, how can they be called remarkable?"
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Old 13-07-2011, 07:28 PM   #18412
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here is what you don't know...i feel like cutting after a month of being free. i just want to hurt myself. i came so close to jumping off the flat today. i'm sorry. i thought i recovered. i need to talk to someone but there's noone to talk to.

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Old 13-07-2011, 08:28 PM   #18413
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13. Can't be that bad, can it?

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Old 13-07-2011, 10:26 PM   #18414
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I wish I would stop craving nice food, like Nandos! I would appreciate it, if it would go away, because its starting to bug me.



"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self esteem, first make sure you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." - W. Gibson.


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Old 13-07-2011, 10:54 PM   #18415
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I cant be dealing with this. It hurts that you haven't got back to me. I knew I wasn't worth it. Cheers.

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Old 14-07-2011, 12:41 AM   #18416
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I can't tell if I am overplaying the seriousness of these thoughts or not.

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Old 14-07-2011, 12:57 AM   #18417
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I need you, please don't fucking leave me.



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Old 14-07-2011, 12:58 AM   #18418
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I wish he could see how much he has and is hurting me.
I love you and you know it, you just don't understand how much it hurts to love you when you don't have any feeling for me, you wouldn't care if i was gone tomorrow, that hurts. i hurt. i wish you'd see



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Old 14-07-2011, 02:07 AM   #18419
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For now you will pay the price for your betrayal!
You look upon on me like I was something off of your shoe
But it is me who is looking up and smiling
Soon your just desserts will arrive
And they will taste as sour as the person you have become
Watch it all crash and burn
As I watch and laugh as it drags you asunder! :D

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Old 14-07-2011, 05:19 AM   #18420
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I miss you.

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