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Old 11-07-2011, 09:24 PM   #18381
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Old 11-07-2011, 09:40 PM   #18382
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I could come to love you. We could even come to share the rest of our lives together. But, every time you touch me the next day I feel guilty about it. I begin to panic. I'm so scared I pull away from you, like I do to everyone that tries to get close to me. But this is different. I'm different. I'm not that little girl anymore. I'm an empowered woman who should not be afraid. We're honest and open with each other. I trust you. And, I love you holding me close. Why am I so scared?








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Old 11-07-2011, 10:21 PM   #18383
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We've got a good thing going. So naturally, I know it can't last.






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Old 11-07-2011, 11:45 PM   #18384
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i miss you so much
please come back, i need you.

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Old 12-07-2011, 12:54 AM   #18385
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fucksake Jenna, scared again. Why are you always scared? What are you even scared of? What is it that puts you on edge? You're stronger now, no one can break you like they did before. Or at least, maybe if I keep saying that, it might be true?



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Old 12-07-2011, 01:02 AM   #18386
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oh, and Jenna, are you just going to keep ignoring the eating thing? Because obviously that's going to make it go away. You stupid bitch.

And what is is even about? You know however much you lose, it'll never be enough, and if you drop a few more kg, it'll get flagged up. People will notice. They'll know you're not OK. There'll be interventions; dieticians, doctors, parents, counsellors. They'll fatten you up like a Christmas turkey. So what are you really trying to achieve? You've come so far, you're so nearly recovered, apart from the eating thing. This path you're going down is dangerous and will only ruin your recovery. But you keep going down it, because you're a worthless, selfish, attention-seeking freak.



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Old 12-07-2011, 07:20 AM   #18387
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I rode on my bike through a thunderstorm on a work night to spend my last $15.00 on alcohol...I'm starting to think this is really becoming a problem...



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Old 12-07-2011, 11:22 AM   #18388
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I've got to get up to cook and clean but I'm still just being so lazy... Mother's not well enough to do anything and I already feel bad enough about goimg on holiday when I really don't deserve to. I don't do anything as it is, nothing near enough, I don't contribute anything, just laze around lije a fat useless thing. My tinitus is getting worse to the point where I'm dizzy just 'ying down and want to shove my head through a wall in the hope that it'll stop. But I won't. I'm going to stop being lazy now and go work my ass off to try and provd I'm even just a little useful.




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Old 12-07-2011, 01:40 PM   #18389
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I tell you some things, but never all. i wish i could tell you that the facade of wanting to recover completely is only that... A Facade. I honestly dont know if i do want to and i cant imagine any life different form this.

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Old 12-07-2011, 01:56 PM   #18390
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you have not even remembered i have this job interview.. i know its only small but it hurts we only spoke about it a few days ago.. oh and i really dont like the way u talk to me sometimes

 
Old 12-07-2011, 02:57 PM   #18391
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V - Please email me back. Notice. Notice.

M - I used to idolise you .. I think I've outgrown you. You were my rock and now I'm yours..funny how things turn out.

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Old 12-07-2011, 03:08 PM   #18392
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My heart hurts. But nevermind.



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Old 12-07-2011, 04:10 PM   #18393
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I am missing you so much. It actually hurts. Have never missed anyone like this. Guess thats why I don't like getting close to them. 14 days and you will be back.

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Old 12-07-2011, 05:59 PM   #18394
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I want to hack arm off.


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Old 12-07-2011, 07:12 PM   #18395
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Woke up this morning with a killer hangover and my arm cut to ribbons...I have to go to work today but I've been dry heaving all morning and my arm hurts just to move it. Why do I keep doing this to myself?



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Old 12-07-2011, 08:10 PM   #18396
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Words cannot fully express the hatred of myself, my being, my existence.
I'm sorry.




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Old 12-07-2011, 08:11 PM   #18397
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MARIE.

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT?

You shitfaced piece of crap.
Keep your shitting mouth shut and don't ever, ever do this again.
Just don't even go there.
Why did you even think it would be an acceptable thing to bring up?
Fuck the hell off out of this life.

IhatemyselfIhatemyselfIhatemyself.

I'm really sorry.




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Old 12-07-2011, 08:15 PM   #18398
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Once again I've fucked up. I can't stand making you feel like this. You deserve better. I wish I had never been born.




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Old 12-07-2011, 08:20 PM   #18399
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I truly, honestly and completely love you with all my heart.
Please hold on to that; please believe me.
Please forgive me.

I'm so fucking sorry.
But I love you so damn much.




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Old 12-07-2011, 09:54 PM   #18400
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maybe i shouldn't have done that. :/



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