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Old 19-02-2019, 07:44 PM   #21
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Old 20-02-2019, 08:02 PM   #22
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ive been feeling very overwelmed lately and last night i had a nightmare

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Old 21-02-2019, 08:12 PM   #23
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What's becoming too much for you at the moment?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 07-03-2019, 10:15 PM   #24
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My life
Some of the friends I had..... only became my friend so that they can laugh at me

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Old 08-03-2019, 04:32 PM   #25
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They don't sound like true friends. Do you still see them?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

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Old 09-03-2019, 06:25 PM   #26
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Somewhat....

I could use some extra support right now


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Old 09-03-2019, 10:38 PM   #27
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Could you trust someone enough to write a letter, tell them how much you are hurtting?

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Old 22-03-2019, 12:00 AM   #28
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I don’t know if I can
I’ve been tricked by my friends and my family they say that they one thing and they are doing the other

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Old 22-03-2019, 03:46 PM   #29
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I'm sorry that your friends and family aren't being honest and supportive. What kind of support do you think you would benefit from?





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Old 29-05-2019, 10:21 PM   #30
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Honestly I don’t know

Today I asked the staff at the day hab for poison but they didn’t give me it


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Old 30-05-2019, 07:11 PM   #31
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Did you expect them to give you poison? Did they offer you any support?





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Old 22-06-2019, 06:02 PM   #32
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Well I guess I was hoping that they would..........
No....... :(

Friday was my birthday and my dad made me feel bad and cry then said that if I was normal then I could go shopping by myself (I have a mental disability) and that I couldn’t do that because I wasn’t normal I hate myself for being disabled

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Old 23-06-2019, 11:57 AM   #33
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That was really cruel of your Dad, I'm sorry he said such a hurtful thing. It's not your fault that there are things you struggle with, everyone struggles with some things whether they are disabled or not. Please try not to add judgements from yourself on top of how other people treat you. How are you doing now?





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Old 16-07-2019, 09:40 PM   #34
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I’m still struggling with my family but I’m hoping to go to college but I don’t have any money for that but my therapist said that I could go to college and actually succeed at school!!!!!!!

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Old 17-07-2019, 03:08 PM   #35
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That's really positive, I hope you can find a way to get into college at some point. Maybe there are short courses you could do or even some free classes. I'm sorry your family situation is still hard. Take care.





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Old 18-07-2019, 11:01 PM   #36
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thanks alot!!!

yeah... im planing to see them this weekend.... but i dont know if i can get a tool to cut with this time or not since its going to be a few hours that ill be at their house (last time i was there i found a tool to cut with in my moms bathroom but i didnt tell anyone about it but then a few weeks ago my staff at the group home that i live in told me to tell them if i had self harmed and i did so they told my mom and they got the tool from my room at my moms house and i doont know what they did with it though)

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Old 19-07-2019, 02:30 PM   #37
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I hope you can have a safe weekend, I know it's hard not to self harm sometimes but please try.





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Old 21-07-2019, 09:38 PM   #38
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I did....
I feel like shit..... I hate my family so much

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Old 22-07-2019, 12:20 PM   #39
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I'm sorry to hear that. Are you looking after yourself ok?





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Old 25-07-2019, 08:24 PM   #40
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I’m trying to......
I told one person about the abuse of my cousins
heres the thread i made about it
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...d.php?t=256173


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