paranoia is taking over

XxFallenAngelxx · 14-10-2013, 11:55 PM

Ok so basically I have been extremely paranoid lately. I've always been paranoid about cameras watching me but I feel it's getting worse.
I'm scared to eat just in case it's poisened, yesterday I downloaded 3 different apps for my phone to detect spyware and I feel like my mum has been replaced by an imposter and it's scaring me. It's doesn't help that I keep being told these things by the people others can't hear.
I am literally terrified. I'm scared that every time I go to my psychiatrist he's going to send me back to the psych ward and I've already been 3 times. And there's no other places that will take me. It's really affecting my job too. :( it's just overwhelming.

(I'm on 75 mg vanlafaxine and 75mg of Quetiapine)

tamobhuuta · 15-10-2013, 12:14 PM

paranoia is so debilitating. do you think you could ask for a meds review? i totally understand your fears around IP but i think it would be a good idea to talk to your CPN or whoever about how things really are. maybe if you act now you can avoid hospital further down the line.

tamobhuuta · 21-10-2013, 08:42 PM

how has your week been?