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Old 15-03-2019, 07:58 PM   #41
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Did you get on ok with your interview? How are you feeling about your upcoming week off?





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Old 15-03-2019, 08:12 PM   #42
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The meeting made me feel a bit fragile.

I’m not sure how the week is going to be. I think tomorrow will be ok, I can curl up on the sofa and watch the rugby. I’m not so sure how I will do after that.





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Old 17-03-2019, 01:57 PM   #43
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How has your weekend been so far?





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Old 17-03-2019, 01:59 PM   #44
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Well right now I’m in A&E, so not ideal. It isn’t that bad though. Think I’min for quite a wait.

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Old 17-03-2019, 02:02 PM   #45
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I'm sorry to hear that, A&E is bad enough even you think it 'isn't that bad' whatever is going on. Is anyone with you? Have you got things to keep you occupied a bit?





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Old 17-03-2019, 02:06 PM   #46
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I’m on my own. I have my tablet with me though so I can read, and draw, and be online without running down my phone battery.

Technically I know A&E is bad but I find it hard to apply that knowledge to myself.





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Old 17-03-2019, 07:18 PM   #47
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I know what you mean about applying things to yourself. Have you been seen yet?





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Old 17-03-2019, 07:21 PM   #48
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Yeah, I was seen and fixed up and sent home and have skyped my sister and am now on my way to a friend's house for tea. The nurse in A&E spoke to psych liaison who are going to call the CMHT again tomorrow.





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Old 18-03-2019, 03:33 PM   #49
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How are things today? I really hope you will be getting some decent support.





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Old 18-03-2019, 04:55 PM   #50
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Thank you for asking x

Today is ok. I've washed my hair, and been into town to pick up my prescription and a few bits and pieces. Still haven't heard anything from the mental health team but yesterday A&E told me that psych liaison told them that the CMHT have their weekly meetings on a Monday afternoon, so I might hear something later today/tomorrow.

ETA oh and I emailed my manager earlier and he offered to refer me to occupational health. He said he'll write something and I'll have the opportunity to look at it and make alterations before he sends it off, so I'm kind of nervous to see what he says.


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Old 18-03-2019, 07:11 PM   #51
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Well done for everything you've managed so far today. I hope the CMHT get in touch soon. I can understand being nervous about what your manager will write, it's good that you'll get to review it first anyway. If there are things you don't agree with do you think you'll be able to explain them to your manager?





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Old 19-03-2019, 10:05 AM   #52
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Nothing from the CMHT so far. I'm on my way to a clinic appointment at the hospital. Not sure what I will do with my day after this. I don't have any commitments til tomorrow evening at the moment, though it's possible I will have lunch with a friend tomorrow? Idk.

I think I will be able to explain to my manager if I want any changes made, it's just the weight of what he might say that's getting to me.





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Old 19-03-2019, 10:45 PM   #53
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Just been in A&E again. They patched me up and I saw psych liaison and everything and now I'm on the bus home.

I'm so scared.





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Old 20-03-2019, 03:01 PM   #54
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I'm sorry you had to go to A&E again. How are you today? What is it you're scared of?





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Old 20-03-2019, 04:19 PM   #55
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I’m scared of doing serious damage/dying.

I’m worried. The people who were supposed to be coming to fit new heaters in the flat tomorrow have postponed, and I have nothing on then til Sunday evening, so I have no reason to stay safe for the next few days.





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Old 20-03-2019, 04:19 PM   #56
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The CMHT just called. I’m seeing the psychiatrist I saw before, and potentially also a cpn, at 9:30 tomorrow morning.





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Old 20-03-2019, 07:44 PM   #57
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I'm glad to hear that you have some support coming.

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Old 20-03-2019, 08:01 PM   #58
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I'm so glad some support has been arranged for you. Please be honest with them about how things are at the moment. You deserve to feel better and not to hurt.





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Old 21-03-2019, 11:34 AM   #59
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The psychiatrist said he will speak to the nursing team and someone will be in touch.

I don't feel safe.





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Old 21-03-2019, 07:43 PM   #60
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How has your day been? Did you tell the psychiatrist how unsafe you feel?





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