Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
Hold your breath and count to ten, fall apart then start again.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say I never want to let you down or have you go; it's better off this way For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend Remember when you broke your foot, from jumping out the second floor
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay You wear me out
What will it take to show you that's it's not the life it seems?
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook
For the last time; take a good hard look
I'm not okay I'm not okay
I'm not okay You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took You said you'd read me like a book But the pages are all torn and frayed now
I'm okay
I'm okay I'm okay now But you really need to listen to me
'Cause I'm telling the truth
I mean this
I'm okay (trust me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-****ing-kay
I'm not okay I'm not okay
I know that it is freezing, but I think we have to walk
I keep waving at the taxis, they keep turning their lights off
But Julie knows a party at some actor's West side loft Supplies are endless in the evening by the morning they'll be gone
When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend
I'll get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations
with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection The mask I polish in the evening by the morning looks like ****
And I know you have a heavy heart, I can feel it when we kiss
So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it But me I'm not a gamble, you can count on me to split The love I sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist
You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black
Just keep going to the bathroom, always say you'll be right back Well, it takes one to know one, kid, I think you've got it bad But what's so easy in the evening by the morning's such a drag
I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane
And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
The reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did
It's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is
It was so simple in the moonlight now it's so complicated
It was so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight So simple in the moonlight...
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived
I love Alcohol Induced Altruism(Laura) I still say a church steeple with a lightning rod on top shows a lack of confidence - Doug McLeod Those who believe in absurdities will commit atrocities - Voltaire
Is it any wonder that I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
Oh, these days, after all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?
Turn up the radio
I need it now more that ever
It's the first snow of the year And something in the atmosphere is comming here Froze our memories again
Soon you'll forget but i just can't
I remember I remember everything All the times when no one ever came to get me
All the nights when i was scared
And when it got to weird
It was the song that saved me I remember, remember everything All the tracks that shaped and changed me
Inside of speeding cars
And lying on your floor
When we were living in a broken world
We turned it up and the we watched the city burn I remember, remeber everything
All the times when no one ever came to get me
All the nights when i was scared
And when it got too weird
And i can't forget
And i can't forget
And i won't forget
Froze in our memories again
Soon you'll forget but i just can't I remember, remember everything
All the times when no ever came to get me
All the nights when i was scared
And when it got too weird
It was the sogns that saved my life
It was the songs that saved me
A decade ago,
I never thought I would be,
at twenty-three, on the verge of
spontaneous combustion. -Woe-is-me.-
But I guess that it comes
with the territory,
An ominous landscape of
never-ending calamity.
I need you to hear,
I need you to see
that I have had all I can take and
exploding seems like a (not an) DEFINITE possibility
to me.
So pardon me while I burst
into flames.
I've had enough of the world
and its people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me...
I'll never be the same!
Not two days ago,
I was having a look
in a book
and I saw a picture of a guy
fried up above his knee.
I said, "I can relate,"
cause lately I've been thinking of combustication
as a welcome (not welcomed) vacation from
the burdens of
the planet Earth.
like gravity, hypocrisy (not hypocracy),
and the perils of being in 3-D...
but thinking so much differently.
Pardon me while I burst
into flames.
I've had enough of the world
and its people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me...
I'll never be the same!
Never be the same, yeah...
Pardon me, while I burst into flames...
Pardon me, pardon me, pardon me.
So pardon me while I burst
into flames.
I've had enough of the world
and its people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me...
I'll never be the same!
Never be the same, yeahh!!
"A cigarette is the perfect type of a perfect pleasure. It is exquisite, and it leaves one unsatisfied. What more can one want?"
"The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to Die at any time"
its going to be so hard without you
but im going to smile because i deserve to
[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
And they rise in the morning,
and they sleep in the dark.
And even though nobody's looking,
she's falling apart.
They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason
she looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves
and her mother is starting to see through her lies
and last night her father had tears in his eyes.
A little angel fell into my arms at the 7th of december 2010
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kis
Woke and nothing feels right
Can't believe i made it through the night
The sky was cracked like porcelain
And all the souls they rose and marched again
It's the same dream
It goes on and on and on and on
But this is where it ends
This is the collapse
This is the collapse
So don't you close your eyes
This is the collapse
It's just one of those days where nothing sounds right
It's just one of those days where nothing looks right
It's just one of those days where nothing feels right
And all these things go on and on and on and
On and on until tonight
This is the collapse
This is the collapse
So don't close your eyes
This is the collapse '
It's just one of those days where nothing feels right
It's just one of those days
I'm never going home
I walk among the ghosts
Of all my former loves
And all my future selves
This is the final straw
She doesn't look, she doesn't see
Opens up for nobody
Figures out, she figures out
Narrow line, she can't decide
Everything short of suicide
Never hurts, nearly works
Something is scratching it's way out
Something you want to forget about
A part of you that'll never show
You're the only one that'll ever know
Take it back when it all began
Take your time, would you understand
What it's all about
What it's all about
Something is scratching it's way out
Something you want to forget about
No one expects you to get up
All on your own with no one around...
