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Old 12-02-2012, 01:48 PM   #50081
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Annoyed with myself for getting out of bed late and fed up of 'living' a life i'm not happy with.

How are you, Laura?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 12-02-2012, 01:56 PM   #50082
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*hugs Lindsay*

I got up late myself today, but it's the weekend so I don't feel annoyed about it.
I'm annoyed with myself for being not flexible with food. I know what we usually have at home so I decide that I want to eat something, then I notice that we don't have one of the things that I wanted to eat with it. Instead of improvising and eating something else I end up not eating anything.



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Old 12-02-2012, 05:26 PM   #50083
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*Hugs Laura*

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Old 12-02-2012, 05:47 PM   #50084
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Old 12-02-2012, 07:19 PM   #50085
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*hugs Mark*
*hugs RAWWR* if okay



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Old 13-02-2012, 11:54 AM   #50086
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Morning Wardies *Hugs*

*Leaves tea and Cake*



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Old 13-02-2012, 03:01 PM   #50087
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Caaaaaaaaaake!





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 13-02-2012, 05:21 PM   #50088
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*Big Cakey Hugs Lindsay*



I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
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Old 13-02-2012, 05:27 PM   #50089
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*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

how's the cake?



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Old 13-02-2012, 06:32 PM   #50090
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I bought some hot caramel cakes today. *shares*

How is everyone? I'm a bit anxious at the moment because of something that my brother is going through. Feel like I need to logically work out some more rituals that need to be in place to protect him. Maybe I need to start self harming again.





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Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 13-02-2012, 10:48 PM   #50091
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you DONT need to start sh'ing again lindsey <3
that sounds yummy :)
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Old 14-02-2012, 10:37 AM   #50092
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*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay* You Don't need to start harming again , I'm only a text away hun.

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Old 14-02-2012, 12:18 PM   #50093
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I cut myself. I have to do it to protect my brother. I couldn't do it well enough though because it hurt so much and was making me feel sick. I'm a failure.

How is everyone else?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 14-02-2012, 12:46 PM   #50094
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one_step_closer you are not a failure.*hugs*
you stopped when you needed to and didnt do yourself any more damage

Hi everyone * waves*
how is everyone doing ?








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Old 14-02-2012, 04:59 PM   #50095
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Thanks. How are you?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 14-02-2012, 05:40 PM   #50096
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*hugs Lindsay* how does self harm make your brother safer?
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Alex* if ok


*hides in corner and screams into a pillow*



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Old 14-02-2012, 05:48 PM   #50097
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am ok...just voices are getting to me i have headphones on and am listening to music
you ok mute.scream ?







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Old 14-02-2012, 05:52 PM   #50098
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I hope the voices leave you alone soon.

How are you, Laura?

I just have the emotional feeling that certain things I do help or hinder my brother's well being. One of my previous psychologists said it was OCD but no one can really say that there is definitely no connection between the rituals I do and how well my brother is.





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Old 14-02-2012, 05:52 PM   #50099
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*Hugs Lindsay* Look after yourself hun.

*Hugs Alex if okay?*


*Hugs Laura* How are you Hun ?



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Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones

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Old 14-02-2012, 05:56 PM   #50100
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*hugs Alex* I hope the vioces leave you soon.
*hugs Lindsay* ok, I understand that a bit better now. I don't think you need to sh though.
*hugs Mark*

No, I'm not ok.



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