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not harming, good or bad?
Well this is how it is.
i stopped self-harming oh um about 6months ago probaly something like that and i was so pleased with myself really thought i had taken a step towards recovery.
now though i have been going through a rough time and as normal i turned to sef-harm as a way out, only it was different this time, when i took the blade and went to put it to my arm i couldnt bring myself to do it. This is a good thing i think because despite whats going on in my life at the moment im not self-harming, but i havent been able to find another way of getting rid of the feeling of lost control, my mind is always thinking about self-harm im always thinking about doing it and wishing i could just get rid of the emotions im feeling inside, but i still cant bring myself to do it.
How do i get rid of this feeling of lost control and wanting to self-harm but not being able to do it. I DONT want to go back to self-harming just incase anyone was thinking thats what im trying to say, i just want rid of the feeling inside me that i need to do it, when i know i dont need to do it at all.
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